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[createdheart.livejournal.com]

A Sora told me that there were people who survived eating hearts; I can make them, if anyone needs some?

[doesn't expect people to take him up on the offer, but wants to make it anyway]

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[createdheart.livejournal.com]

[ooc; he's not wanting to mistake this Roxas for another one, so he's just remaining cautious XD. He suspects, but isn't sure]

[Nods a little bit]

I've always had emotions but interpreting them is harder than anticipated.

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

Well, if you were around just Nobodies for a long time, you probably wouldn't have much to go off of.

[Looks down at Riku's hands.]

How are your hands doing?

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

[nods again]

They're doing better. Your assistance....was greatly appreciated.

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

[Brightens noticeably.]

That's good!

Oh. [The thought suddenly occurs to him.] You weren't sure it was me, were you? [chuckles] Not that there aren't dozens of other Roxae here at the very least.

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

...Not totally sure, no.

I'd rather be positive before making assumptions in this place.

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

Yeah. That's smart. Not everyone here that looks like a friend actually is a friend -- what with the whole different universes thing and all. [pause] And the opposite is true too.

[Gives Riku a quick glance over.] Besides your hands, you're doing okay, though?

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

[gives him a half-smile, head tilting a bit]

Why does it matter so much to you, Roxas?

ooc: the director's cut answer of dooooom!

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

[Looks very thoughtful at the question as he ponders it before answering slowly.]

You know, that's a funny question. I didn't used to care about Rikus at all before coming here. Maybe being defeated by one just didn't sit well with me.

But Sora cares for his Riku very much. He's searched all over for him ... [mutters guiltily]and he would still be looking for him if it weren't for the fact that I'm here. And I feel what Sora's heart feels.

But since I've been here, I've realized that you can't just judge someone because of the actions of someone else who happens to look like them. I can't just lump all the Rikus together and say that I hate them all for what one did to me because they're not all the same.

To be honest, though, I don't know if I'm acting on what this heart -- [taps his own chest] -- is telling me just because of Sora's memories that it holds, or if part of it is mine now too.

I do know, though, that I don't mind being around you. And I like eating sandwiches with you. [Offers a small grin at the memory.] And ... I don't like to see you hurt.

[Roxas looks at Riku, feeling a bit lost, not knowing how Riku will take what he just said. Who knew that feelings could be so ... complicated?]

Re: ooc: the director's cut answer of dooooom!

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

[l-looks awkward, and uncertain]

I....

[hooonestly doesn't know what to say]

ooc: Roxas obviously doesn't know what a simple answer is! XD

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

[Coughs into his hand embarrassedly.]

So, you're doing okay, though, right?

Riku is so awkward lmfao

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

...Yes....

[slooow nod]

You as well?

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

[Nods head as well.]

Yeah.

[ooc: Does Riku still have those papers and notebooks with him?]

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

[ooc; he's hidden them but knows where they are]

[doesn't know what to say--! awkwarrrrrrd]

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

[Roxas runs a hand through his hair, thinking, and then he suddenly turns back towards Riku.]

When you first arrived, you were carrying something, weren't you?

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

[headtilt]

Yes, papers and notes. why?

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

Papers and notes? For what?

[shrugs] Oh, I don't know. I just remembered that you had something with you.

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

[nods]

They're some of Mast-

..........V...Vexen's notes. I can't read them.

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

They're encoded or something?

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

...No.

I was not taught to read.

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

Oh. I see. [That knowledge doesn't really surprise him, now that he thinks about it.]

Do you think the notes are important? Have any idea what they're about?

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

[shrugs a bit]

I've no idea. I've attempted to memorize the letters that I could, but...I don't know much. I assume so though.

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

[Isn't sure if he should just ask to see the notes or not.]

Maybe I could teach you how to read?

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

[confused look]

Why would you do that?

[part-of-another.livejournal.com]

Well, that way you could read the notes. They might be really important or something.

[createdheart.livejournal.com]

...No, why would you help me again?

I don't have anything to give you.