Sometimes I cant be put back together

[venitas.livejournal.com]

[Oh hey. It looks like Ven's finally come out of hiding. He'd have stayed hidden longer, but he really needs food. His stomach is getting rather painful by now.
Looks like he hasn't been sleeping either, by the looks of the dark circles under his eyes. Said eyes also look a little red and puffy, as if he's been crying recently. He even seems a little thinner. He definitely hasn't been taking care of himself.]

[ooc: Usual SPOILER WARNINGS apply.]

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[artificiality]

[So YOU think you're appearance is bad?]

[venitas.livejournal.com]

[....D:

More guilt get. HE'S TOTALLY RUINING HER LIFE ISN'T HE? HE IS. OKAY HE'LL LEAVE AGAIN.]

[artificiality]

Ven?

[Brb running over.]

[venitas.livejournal.com]

[What no stay away he's not safe! D:

...But he cant run from her. He'll try to convince her that she's safer away from him though.]

[artificiality]

... Ven...

[She stops. Bad memories.]

[venitas.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry.

[Refuses to look at her in the eyes. Just stares at the ground.]

[artificiality]

A-are you okay now? Where... where have you been?

[venitas.livejournal.com]

...I cant be around anyone. He's taken over twice now. He could do it again...It's not safe.

[Turns, planning to try to leave again. he can go without food a little longer. It's not like he deserves it anyway.]

[artificiality]

... y-you're leaving me alone... ?

[rockbroken.livejournal.com]

[!]

Ven! What happened?

[venitas.livejournal.com]

[...D: Noooo you cant see me like thiiiiiis!

He's....Turning to run in the other direction now.]

my timing is awesome

[rockbroken.livejournal.com]

Ven!

[It's surely not his Ven but that doesn't matter. Here comes Terra in hot pursuit.]

XD

[venitas.livejournal.com]

[And normally he'd still be able to outrun him! Cause he's built for speed.

However, he's not in the best shape today. So, probably not running as fast as normal.]

[rockbroken.livejournal.com]

[Then Terra should catch up to him, and get ahold of his shoulder.]

What's wrong?

[venitas.livejournal.com]

[Doesn't make eye contact.]

....Don't want to talk about it..

[rockbroken.livejournal.com]

[Even if he kneels down to eye level?]

Come on, Ven. You can tell me.

[venitas.livejournal.com]

[Then he'll be able to see that Ven's eyes are bright gold.

But that's not what's bothering him. Not completely at least.

Just. Shakes his head.]

[guiltybreak.livejournal.com]

[Why hello there, gold eyes. This kid's seen you before, but he's distracted with something he's reading as he passes by, but he abruptly stops and drops the book. He visibly winces as he brings his hands to the sides of his head.

And for a moment or two he's still, before slowly glancing in Ven's direction]

...You feel awful.

[Mincing words isn't in his nature, and Ven's radiating unhappy things]

/kicks internet for late reply

[venitas.livejournal.com]

[...Glances at him...Then nods. Yup, he knows he does.]

/was late hitting this up, too

[guiltybreak.livejournal.com]

I ah...

[Glances aside, rubbing at the back of his neck nervously]

I can hear you.

[Or rather, he can feel it, but he surmises it's enough like hearing]

[venitas.livejournal.com]

[...Hmm.]

'm sorry.

[You shouldn't have to feel what he's feeling. You dont deserve that.]

[guiltybreak.livejournal.com]

[He doesn't know what he deserves, but he's concerned]

It is I who should apologize - I did not intend to intrude.

[venitas.livejournal.com]

[..Shakes his head.]

It's alright.

[...Continuing to the kitchen for much needed food. Feel free to follow.]

[guiltybreak.livejournal.com]

[Oh he's gonna. The guy's awfully depressed and leaving him alone doesn't seem right]

If I may say so, I don't believe you should blame yourself.

[venitas.livejournal.com]

It's my fault.

[Which means he should blame himself.]