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I've an inquiry regarding sex, as...many here seem far more informed than I.

If one is...on top, how does one assure the other party's discomfort is minimized, and their experience is a pleasant one?

[ooc: Adult content, please to be of age]

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Sorry for those that were negative.

[occasionally spots the other's tail when it flicks into view, pondering, but nothing more]

I hope none were recent.

Of course not. My boyfriend still bugs me out a little when he gets sexual. I don't want to hurt him at all.

[that spaded tail just keeps flicking.]

I've changed a lot since the day I first came here.

Bugs you out?

[nagging curiosity sure is hard to shove down]

I have changed in some regards, myself. How do you differ?

[thumps that tail against his leg, amused by his catlike curiosity.]

Makes me feel awkward, because I view him as someone innocent who's never done anything wrong to have anyone hurt him.

[tilts his head a little.]

I used to want to kill everyone in sight. I hated everyone, I never wanted to be around, and I found it hard to keep from torturing people.

[well, very briefly touches it when he gets the chance, drawing his hand back quickly. and he was doing so well with not poking at things]

I see... what is his view? Riku said he did not mind, though I still don't like that he was hurt.

[a hint of surprise flits by on his features, just as soon gone]

That is rather alien to me. Was there reason for it?

I'm still not sure. He seems to want to do it, but he hasn't outright asked me.

[taps his palm with the spade of his tail more, not bothered by the fact that he wants to touch it.]

The reason? Well, the tension of five years in jail really wears your nerves thin. It took a lot of bonding and mistakes to calm me down to where I am now, and even still I get urges. Back at home, I was worried about protecting my brother Sora from the bastards that made him hurt and cry. He always thought they were still his friends but I thought Sora was a moron for liking them over me, when I knew I made him smile. So I killed about everyone who has the same face as the people here in the dressing room.

Seeing them again really didn't settle well with me at all.

Perhaps he will.

[inspects carefully, nimble fingers touching the spade's point]

Where I am from, one would not experience such urges. I'm unsure why your brother would believe others over you, that being the case, but...much of the decisions others make seem less than sensible.

I can't imagine the reminder would be pleasant.

[rolls his shoulders with a shrug.]

I look back and I kind of think how stupid I was. I mean ... I was so in love with him, and he was so blind.

[shakes his head.]

Doesn't matter. I have a better, cuter, and more understanding Sora now. I'm happy how I am.

Then that is what matters. If the one you know now makes you happy, the past can't change that.

...Have you always had horns and a tail?

[shrugs.]

Nope, didn't have 'em 'til about two months ago. I asked a Riku to kill me, and then I went to hell. Soon as I woke up there I had them.

A reaper mentioned hell before, but it was a foreign concept to me... Why would you want to die?

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wow way to read the question totally wrong, me.

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