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[Distraught, depressed, angry with himself, angry with a certain Riku... and just defeated. Utterly.

Sitting on the floor, back against the wall and he's slumped.

Taps his knee, no real rhythm. Eyes poofy, red and agitated from his earlier crying.]

...

[arms now crossing over his chest]

I think I need to talk to Axel.

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...Roxas!

[kfjl;k scooches cloesr and cups his cheeks]

What the hell? What happened?

[fidgets, not feeling so brave anymore]

I met that God of yours. ...He told me what happened.

[focuses on his hands, which were in his lap now]

But it doesn't matter, does it. No one can compare to a God. Nothing will ever feel as good, or will come close to as good. And it's a hard thing to accept.

Shit, Roxas, just...shit.

[jflkj; trying to hug him now, holding the other tightly]

Was it good with him? Yeah. Would it be good with you?

[leans up just whispering the words]

A hundred times better.

[okay... that made him feel a lot better, but is still a little hesitant]

You think? I'm hardly anything special. I mean... I don't have powers to make myself stupidly pretty and make people all aroused with a single touch.

Seems like pretty big shoes to fill.

[pause]

Er... or pants. Whatever.

But you're you.

Christ, Rox, don't make me get sappy.

[leans in and tries to kiss him]

[doesn't resist, just enjoying the kiss- but doesn't let it last too long]

...

He said he hopes you find someone better. I made one heck of an enemy with him... and maybe I deserve it for what I said.

[averts his gaze]

But I was so angry.

...But I didn't ever want anyone besides you.

[c-confused]

Axel...

[slight smile, tugging on his hand]

You know, this all would have been easier and less stressful if you just told me these things ages ago.

If, if, if, does me no good now.

[leans in for another kiss, holding Roxas gently]

You mean more to me than he ever could.

[blush]

J-Jeez... you are getting sappy.

[doesn't mind one bit! moves a bit, getting in a better position to receive that kiss, fingers brushing past Axel's neck to entwine into his hair]

Haha, don't worry, we'll return to our regularly scheduled asshole in a few minutes.

[leans into the touches, kissing softly]

[laughs at that, scooching over so he's as close as he could get. all he needed was some reassuring Axel time, apparently.

Kissing him back, nipping at his lower lip]

Mmm, no no, bad Rox, no biting.

[bites anyway]

[oooh that was nice, he tugs at Axel's hair slightly before leaning in and kissing him hard.

fingers now trailing down his neck with the lightest of touches]

[leans into the kiss, then pushes his hands away]

N--nhhh, no, okay, too far is- oh fuck you're gorgeous--

[fjdsla; leaning in for another kiss.]

You need to make up your mind, Ax...

[kisses him again, just as hard. inching and moving his way into Axel's lap]

What is it...

[murmured while he planted warm kisses along his jawline]

Yes.

[nip]

Or no?

[purr]

I know, I know.

[juts presses his lips to Roxas' throat, nipping softly]

I want this, so goddamn much, but I don't want to mess this up.

[leans his head to the side]

What do you mean?

[eyes close for a moment as he stroked Axel's chest]

You won't mess anything up...

[ooc: lD l-lol, i got a new aim btw. it's now ' axel touches me ' ]

Roxas, I messed up by sleeping with that God.

[kisses any part of skin that he can get and just sighs]

So yeah, I messed up.

[ooc; FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF OKAY]

You... did mess up. I'm not going to lie and say you didn't.

[hesitates before he stroked his neck]

But... I was told you didn't want to, and that means a lot.

[despite the fact it happened anyway, that wasn't too great. But he was willing to... forget it. And if he couldn't forget it then he'd just have to ignore it]

So yeah, you messed up. The least you can do is fix it.

...We're just not gonna talk about this, then.

[kissing now, dragging him into it and purring his affection]

Fine with me.

[practically melts into the kiss, pressing against Axel as much as he could. Fingers trailing down his sides.]

Private is usually good.

[murmurs it into the kiss, deepening it and nipping at his lips softly, already sliding his hands up Roxas' shirt]

[mind a little hazy, but he managed to pull back. face flushed, panting slightly]

Y-Yeah. Private.

[didn't want another Sora announcement about doors]

[g-guh, hence his comment about privacy.]

Think Sora got off on seeing you?

[already sliding a hand up to his nipple, under the shirt, brushing it softly]