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[rawksass.livejournal.com]

[Distraught, depressed, angry with himself, angry with a certain Riku... and just defeated. Utterly.

Sitting on the floor, back against the wall and he's slumped.

Taps his knee, no real rhythm. Eyes poofy, red and agitated from his earlier crying.]

...

[arms now crossing over his chest]

I think I need to talk to Axel.

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[rawksass.livejournal.com]

You need to make up your mind, Ax...

[kisses him again, just as hard. inching and moving his way into Axel's lap]

What is it...

[murmured while he planted warm kisses along his jawline]

Yes.

[nip]

Or no?

[purr]

[mmmtightpants.livejournal.com]

I know, I know.

[juts presses his lips to Roxas' throat, nipping softly]

I want this, so goddamn much, but I don't want to mess this up.

[rawksass.livejournal.com]

[leans his head to the side]

What do you mean?

[eyes close for a moment as he stroked Axel's chest]

You won't mess anything up...

[ooc: lD l-lol, i got a new aim btw. it's now ' axel touches me ' ]

[mmmtightpants.livejournal.com]

Roxas, I messed up by sleeping with that God.

[kisses any part of skin that he can get and just sighs]

So yeah, I messed up.

[ooc; FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF OKAY]

[rawksass.livejournal.com]

You... did mess up. I'm not going to lie and say you didn't.

[hesitates before he stroked his neck]

But... I was told you didn't want to, and that means a lot.

[despite the fact it happened anyway, that wasn't too great. But he was willing to... forget it. And if he couldn't forget it then he'd just have to ignore it]

So yeah, you messed up. The least you can do is fix it.

[mmmtightpants.livejournal.com]

...We're just not gonna talk about this, then.

[kissing now, dragging him into it and purring his affection]

[rawksass.livejournal.com]

Fine with me.

[practically melts into the kiss, pressing against Axel as much as he could. Fingers trailing down his sides.]

[mmmtightpants.livejournal.com]

Private is usually good.

[murmurs it into the kiss, deepening it and nipping at his lips softly, already sliding his hands up Roxas' shirt]

[rawksass.livejournal.com]

[mind a little hazy, but he managed to pull back. face flushed, panting slightly]

Y-Yeah. Private.

[didn't want another Sora announcement about doors]

[mmmtightpants.livejournal.com]

[g-guh, hence his comment about privacy.]

Think Sora got off on seeing you?

[already sliding a hand up to his nipple, under the shirt, brushing it softly]

[rawksass.livejournal.com]

[blushes, wrinkling his nose]

H-How am I supposed to know? I don't think so. Hence his announcement.

[pulls Axel's hands away, leaning back]

And... I think we should think about the door thing.

[mmmtightpants.livejournal.com]

[tweaks his nipple gently before pulling back]

Where's your room again?

[just teasing, he does know where it is, but he's being a pain in the ass]

[rawksass.livejournal.com]

[slight hiss from the nipple tweak, squirming a little in his lap before he shakily got to his feet, rubbing his chest]

H-ha ha, you're so funny.

[squirm]

[mmmtightpants.livejournal.com]

I think I am.

[leans up to kiss him gently with a soft laugh as he gets up and takes his hand easily]

Shall we go?