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[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

What .. ah?

I'm not on Death Row?

... I'm not on Death Row!


{ooc; 'sup, newbie here~ make way for a bat-shit killer.}

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time to go for the night. i'll be here tomorrow~

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

I did everything I could to keep him to myself, to keep him from all those disgusting assholes that'd keep pecking at his open wounds, and they wouldn't leave. They teased him for losing a fight against Riku. They teased him because Kairi left him ...

[tugs at his hair more.]

I hate them all.

g'night~!

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

.. stop that.

or not, wtf @ internet timer. i'm gonna PUSH IT TO THE LIMIT.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

[looks up, not as cheerful and carefree about his actions as he previously was.]

... what.

GO GO GOOO!

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

You're being so down on yourself, you know that? I'm pretty sure that Sora would hate to see you like this.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

He doesn't .. he hasn't seen me for years. He hasn't wanted to. I ruined his life thinking I'd fixed it, then I fucked everything up by getting careless with every new life I took.

At the same time it's for the better I guess, but ...

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

Doesn't wanna see you, huh. That doesn't sound...

Sora aside, do you like being what you are?

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

... [he's never really thought about it. his whole life had always revolved around Sora. why he ate, why he worked, why he bathed, why he slept. Sora was always there to hold his hand, so hearing about contemplating how he felt about himself ...]

... I don't know.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

Then maybe that's why you're here. To get to know yourself.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

I don't know .. I don't care. I just want to see him.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

Right. Not happening anytime soon.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

Shut the fuck up. The last person I need my hopes shot down by is myself.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

That's it though, isn't it? You're the one making your life hell.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

Because I don't know anything less. Through all this hero-playing throat-slitting bullshit I've developed an addiction I can't bite and that's only on top of my sick obsession with my brother.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

We're weaker than we thought.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

Mentally, yes. Physically ...

[his eyes snap down to his shins.]

Well, I'll leave that to the decision of all the girls and boys I've killed.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

Speak for yourself. Outside of the Struggle, I'm not too great with a weapon. Here...[extends a hand]...unless you really do like it on the ground.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

[grabs that hand and pulls himself up, hesitantly wobbling there without a word.]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

That's better, I guess.

Oh, come on. Don't tell me I've killed the bastard in you...

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

Mmn.

Don't push it 'cause I have half a mind to stab you straight through your gut.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

You'd like that a lot, wouldn't you?

oh god that made me laugh so hard. i am never RPing half asleep EVER. LOL.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

[reaches out to wrap around him again, simply just burying his face away in his neck now.]

I'd like lots of things.

[1/2]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

...! I-

[2/3 why do I keep getting this wrong]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

[he's frozen for a second before he closes his eyes and exhales]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

.. if there's anything I can do to help, let me know.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

Nothing. I don't think there's anything, but ... keep me sane. It'll be a hard job, I'm not asking you to take it, but that's all I need.

[sighs.] For now, at least ...