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What .. ah?

I'm not on Death Row?

... I'm not on Death Row!

{ooc; 'sup, newbie here~ make way for a bat-shit killer.}

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[trust, now that word stings. so much so that he missed the part about the other missing sleeping next to someone. he takes a shallow breath.] .. trust.

... did I say something bad? [hesitantly looks up.]

It's just that the last time someone said that they trusted me, I ended up...hurting them. I don't want that to happen again.

And you think any more mental anguish could counter all the hurt I've inflicted on all those dirty disgusting people?

Honestly, if anything, I'd deserve it. [shrugs. at least he's admitting it.]

Guess not. I just wanted to put that out there..

...

I just need something to hold onto. Without that, I can't breathe and I want to occupy my time just hurting and hurting people. Especially people who look just like the ones I've sliced.

You can hold onto me. I know that sounds cheesy, but if it keeps you sane.. if it'll stop you from killing anyone here, then I don't mind at all.

[but he trails away from him, sinking back.]

I don't know.

[raises an eyebrow and looks at him carefully]

Well, if that won't work, at least let me help you look for your Sora?

Despite how much I'd love to see him and hold him ...

I'm very sure, almost positive he'll want nothing to do with me. I'm not sure I want to go through being reminded.

Sora isn't like that, though. He never holds a grudge and is always quick to forgive. To him, the past doesn't matter, just as long as you sincerely want to change. Besides, he's your brother. I'm not saying Sora would condone your actions or anything he.. who knows? You just might find out that he loves you back...

You stereotype him with the ones you've met, but only because they haven't gone through what mine has, and in all honesty-- if someone were to stereotype us, I don't think I'd fit either.

It's nice to think about, but I don't enjoy rutting in my sleep so I tend to brood on the opposite.

I.. see.

You never know until you ask.

Sorry. I guess that was a little too much information. [feels weird, rubbing at the back of his neck.]

But, for a guy who'd always tug on my arm and ask me what I like about a certain girl he thinks is cute, I'm fairly certain he doesn't enjoy men, let alone one from his own family.

It's a disgusting habit I've got, but what isn't? Maybe time away from him will .. help me get over it. Time with other better versions of the people I'd killed.

Haha, better? From what I've seen of the place so far, you'll need all the luck you can get to find anyone normal.

At least they're so wound up being weird that they probably wouldn't waste their time on practicing how to beat the shit out of unfortunate kids among other things.

I hope so. Reeeaaaly not looking forward to getting on anyone's bad side.

Well, you're not on mine, if that's any consolation. ♥

It is, considering that everyone seems to be intimidated by you.

Which could be to my advantage. I guess if you want to get away from everyone sometimes, just stick around me.

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