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[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

What .. ah?

I'm not on Death Row?

... I'm not on Death Row!


{ooc; 'sup, newbie here~ make way for a bat-shit killer.}

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[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

Mentally, yes. Physically ...

[his eyes snap down to his shins.]

Well, I'll leave that to the decision of all the girls and boys I've killed.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

Speak for yourself. Outside of the Struggle, I'm not too great with a weapon. Here...[extends a hand]...unless you really do like it on the ground.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

[grabs that hand and pulls himself up, hesitantly wobbling there without a word.]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

That's better, I guess.

Oh, come on. Don't tell me I've killed the bastard in you...

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

Mmn.

Don't push it 'cause I have half a mind to stab you straight through your gut.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

You'd like that a lot, wouldn't you?

oh god that made me laugh so hard. i am never RPing half asleep EVER. LOL.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

[reaches out to wrap around him again, simply just burying his face away in his neck now.]

I'd like lots of things.

[1/2]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

...! I-

[2/3 why do I keep getting this wrong]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

[he's frozen for a second before he closes his eyes and exhales]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

.. if there's anything I can do to help, let me know.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

Nothing. I don't think there's anything, but ... keep me sane. It'll be a hard job, I'm not asking you to take it, but that's all I need.

[sighs.] For now, at least ...

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

I think I could do that.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

... could you? It may require more human contact than you're comfortable with.

[and for once his words aren't dripping with sarcasm.]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

.. that doesn't matter. I'll get used to it.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

[relaxes against him, eyes redirected to the ground below them.] If you say so.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

Unless your definition of human contact involves knives and disembowelment, I won't complain.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

... [laughs.] I don't want to see myself hurt just as much as you do, surprisingly.

... but really, I haven't really ... been near anyone I've trusted in god knows how long. Too long. I miss having someone to sleep next to, but I don't think I'll push you that far.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

[trust, now that word stings. so much so that he missed the part about the other missing sleeping next to someone. he takes a shallow breath.] .. trust.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

... did I say something bad? [hesitantly looks up.]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

It's just that the last time someone said that they trusted me, I ended up...hurting them. I don't want that to happen again.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

And you think any more mental anguish could counter all the hurt I've inflicted on all those dirty disgusting people?

Honestly, if anything, I'd deserve it. [shrugs. at least he's admitting it.]

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

Guess not. I just wanted to put that out there..


...

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

I just need something to hold onto. Without that, I can't breathe and I want to occupy my time just hurting and hurting people. Especially people who look just like the ones I've sliced.

[anachromatic.livejournal.com]

You can hold onto me. I know that sounds cheesy, but if it keeps you sane.. if it'll stop you from killing anyone here, then I don't mind at all.

[jailedbait.livejournal.com]

[but he trails away from him, sinking back.]

I don't know.