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[twicekeyed.livejournal.com]

I can't believe that I'm actually going to try and make this work.

Someone explain to me the workings of a threesome.

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[twicekeyed.livejournal.com]

That's... good of you, I guess. You two go well together, anyway. It'll work. Somehow. I hope.

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

What about you? What do you really want to happen? I'm not abandoning you.

[twicekeyed.livejournal.com]

I want it to be you and me again. But that's not going to happen. You say that now.

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

... That's my fault. You should've known it all along. I shouldn't have to say it. Dammit, Roxas. You're my best friend.

[twicekeyed.livejournal.com]

Best friend? That's all I am, huh?

Thanks, Axel, you're making me feel so much better.

[TT_TT might hafta sleep soon~]

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

You're the one that said that this whole marriage was a joke.

I don't know what you want anymore, Roxas. I'm going out of my mind here trying to make the both of you happy.

{waa ;o; ♥}

[twicekeyed.livejournal.com]

I'm the one who said it started as a joke -- I never said it was one. Stop twisting my words.

I don't know either! If you hadn't started this we'd all be happy right now!

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

Maybe I should just leave both of you. Clearly it's the only answer.

[oathskept.livejournal.com]

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

[is looking pretty broken right now, yep] Roxas. Don't give me that look. Please. I'm trying. Don't give up on me too.

[oathskept.livejournal.com]

... heh. You're really an idiot, aren't you. For the record, you said it, not me. I'm still not going anywhere, so stop worrying about it.

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

Looks like I am. [can't look at him right now. because between them, they're breaking his nonexistent heart in two.] Not worrying isn't as easy as it looks, huh?

[oathskept.livejournal.com]

.... [Roxas can't stand to see him like this. It tears him up, too. Not knowing what else to do he just.. goes with instinct, closes the distance between them somewhat, and very gently leans his head against Axel's chest, grabbing one of Axel's hands and squeezing it while he does it.] Stop. Just .. stop.

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

[Axel inhales sharply, not expecting the move-- and them he just crumbles completely, wrapping his arms around Roxas and holding him with his free arm so so tightly.] Okay. Okay. I'm stopping.

[oathskept.livejournal.com]

[Lets out a shaky breath and releases his hand so he can wrap both arms around Axel's waist, nodding against his chest.] Good.

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

[he really isn't sure what to say right now, so for a few moments he just buries his face in Roxas's hair, inhaling softly and trying to get a grip on himself. After a few moments, he finally finds the words.] ... thanks, Rox.

[oathskept.livejournal.com]

[only tightens his grip on Axel's waist, letting him take as much time as he needs. Instead of replying, he momentarily leans up to press his lips against Axel's neck in something that is not quite a kiss - just a comforting gesture from someone who doesn't know much about them.]

[twicekeyed.livejournal.com]

That's not what I'm saying! God, Axel, you're such -- can't you just -- ugh, I don't even know why I'm trying.

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

I know that I'm in the wrong. But I-- [a stunned pause]

... don't you want to try?

[twicekeyed.livejournal.com]

Yes, but you're not making this any easier for me!

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

How am I supposed to make it easier? I'm gonna be apologizing 'til the day I die at this rate.

[twicekeyed.livejournal.com]

You know what? Your apologies are what pisses me off the most! Stop moving your lips and start thinking of some way that this is going to work!

goddamn, where is that Axel crying icon. I need it.

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

I'm trying. I'm devoting all of my goddamn time trying to figure this out. Isn't that good enough?

;o;

[twicekeyed.livejournal.com]

I guess this is my fault, then.

[;__; sleepy time now. g'night. also, I'm sorry he's messing stuff up further. ;______; s-stupid roxas.]

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

No. It isn't. It's mine, and you know it. Don't you dare blame yourself.

{waaaaaa ;o; good night! ♥ sleep well. And don't be sorry, doll. It isn't his fault! It's Axel's ;___;}