things I almost remember

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[Huddled together with some Struggle supplies, there's a Namine sitting on the floor. She's not sketching though.

If one would approach, they'd see she's actually making a star charm. It's not the golden one in Castle Oblivion. On the contrary, there's a blue shell charm already on her lap, something a few people in this dressing room would find familiar. There are broken pieces of a green and orange one next to her, and the one she's making is yellow.

Mostly she's making it just because there's a part of her that wants to.]

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[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

What are you making, Namine?

[... Pings, pings, go away. He likes not thinking about Ven stuff.]

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

A shell charm. It's funny. I was looking for supplies to make more posters, and then I saw a box full of shells. And then I suddenly had the urge to make this.

[Sighs. >:]

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

It's because of her, isn't it?

[Someone seems to be wearing more of his clothes, derp. The jacket, this time, just...without the strappy thing with the emblem.]

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[She's already wearing the biker shorts and sleeves, she is so not wearing the cross thing across her chest :| Looks up but nods a bit.]

Unless I do these things, they'll just keep tugging at my subconscious until it goes away.

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

Yeah. That's... kind of how I feel sometimes.

[Not going to mention his new found habit of holding the Keyblade differently, nope.]

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[Finally finishes it off. There's no face drawn on it, since there's no definite receiver for it.]

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

[Meanwhile, he'll think, because once again he's a bit wary.]

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[Looks up at him again and frowns in concern.]

Did something happen?

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

Huh?

[Blinkblink.]

Oh, not really. It's just a lot to think about. Not just what's happening to me, but Xehanort.

[Not to mention he offered to help Terranas.]

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

...what happened this time?

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

The same old stuff. Him being a creep and talking about memories, that sort of thing.

I saw this Xemnas, too...

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

...Xemnas?

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

Yeah. That's his name, isn't it?

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

Mm. What did he say?

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

[...Nn.]

That joining him could be beneficial.

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

...did he say how?

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

No. He just wanted me to get information about Terra and his friends.

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

... did you do it?

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

[... Winces. Maybe he can... semi-lie. yeah.]

I'm not sure if I should.

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

... what if he wants to harm them?

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

You've got a point.

[Still...]

I don't know, though. He feels familiar somehow.

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

.. I know. But, you have to question some of his actions.

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

It'd probably help if I remembered what it was like in the Organization.

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

... a group of incomplete people who wish to be whole. What exactly do you want to know?

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

I know that, but I mean... just what it was like to be a part of it. What I was like back then.

I think I'd like to remember things that're actually mine for a change.