things I almost remember

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[Huddled together with some Struggle supplies, there's a Namine sitting on the floor. She's not sketching though.

If one would approach, they'd see she's actually making a star charm. It's not the golden one in Castle Oblivion. On the contrary, there's a blue shell charm already on her lap, something a few people in this dressing room would find familiar. There are broken pieces of a green and orange one next to her, and the one she's making is yellow.

Mostly she's making it just because there's a part of her that wants to.]

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[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

[Derp. He'll just stand around...

Gah, pain in his head why?]

... That's weird.

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[...Xion, she's sorry, she can't do anything about you 8(

Insert memory tampering here.]

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

[... No surprises here! He's totally clutching his head.

And that seashell just fell out of his pocket again.]

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[Careful. There are shells EVERYWHERE around here since she's making charms. Stops immediately, standing up and rushing over to him.]

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

[Wincing. His head's really hurting right now...]

Wait, don't stop. ... I can handle this.

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

You've already been through a lot, I'm not going to cause you any more pain!

[She isn't going to stand someone getting hurt because of her powers again. Stops altogether, wondering if casting Cure would help.]

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

[Ngh, he shakes his head.]

This isn't any different from what's been happening to me anyway. It's fine, honest!

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

...Roxas, I don't want to hurt others anymore...

[Not you too. >:]

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

Maybe it does hurt a little, but what if I want you to do this?

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[Sadfacing so much. Just.

Nods.]

... but if it gets too painful, I'll have to stop.

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

That's okay. Just do what you have to...

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[Tampering again then.]

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

[...Headclutch get. His memory's already a trainwreck as it is, but he'll just...grin and bear it that's a lad.]

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[Really, really does not like doing this to him. Uh. Here, have a few Days, Xion-free memories.]

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

[Xion free meaning full of holes. ...He stops for a second.]

... That's really weird.

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

You okay?

[Worried. >:]

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

I'm fine. It's just... This'll sound crazy, but it feels like there's something missing.

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

[...it sucks being the only one who remembers everything.]

I'm sorry. I can't do anything about that.

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

It's okay. I just don't get it...

[He feels kinda dizzy, anyway.]

Is there more?

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

Maybe that's enough, for now.

[Is worried, okay. She doesn't want to reset your memories or something by accident >:]

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

I guess it's a start.

[Hm. He'll pick up that shell now.]

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

...actually, I don't want to use my powers anymore. I feel like they're doing more harm than good.

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

Maybe it's not the power so much as how you use them.

Like... there could be someone who forgot everything, but that power of yours could really help them.

[allthelightleft.livejournal.com]

There are some things better left unsaid.

Or forgotten.

...sometimes, I wish I can use my own powers on myself.

[erasedwind.livejournal.com]

But what would you do, Namine?