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sunlight never felt so cold

[self pity never was something he fancied. it made him feel queasy to try it. but honestly; he could have tried. wearing that sweater, on a day as hot as this no less, that looked like it could have belonged to his overweight uncle... made his gangly legs look even thinner. think caramel apple on a stick]

...

[then again. it's not like he's gone looking for someone. hiding out on the upper window ledge, another how-the-hell-did-he? moment, he's much happier with just the window open. the place was rank of cigarette smoke. at least that annoying nurse couldn't find, let alone reach, him up there.]

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[something smelled.. off. not right. something about this boy just knocked his senses wrong and it made him feel compelled to come see, maybe even try and take care of what it was. the smell of sorrow was always the thickest of all emotions next to anger, so here Roxas, have a curious puppy beside you.]

[he likes animals, trust me. he just hasn't been around anything but his pretty fish in years. so the sudden waft of puppybreath is enough to startle him. or in this case choke on his own spitapprehensive... but, well it is cute.]

Hey, hey.. Aren't you not allowed in here? Won't you get caught?

[hey, to him, the pup might as well be being chased down as he spoke. And then they'd find him here too. Not what he wanted.</small]

[pads up and nuzzles a cold nose right at Roxas' side, tilting his head. if this kid is as new as he thinks he is, he's not all that sure he should be the first to talk. especially since he's just a wolf right now.]

[he's new alright. and there isn't much of a side to nose at, mind you. but little fingers are instictive to try and muss into those tufts of fur on the sides of the pup's face.]

Well it's not like you'd know, I suppose. Maybe I should watch out for you, hm?

[the idea of having something to look out for is actually quite thrilling. however short lived, he looks pretty elated now.]

[but he's a stupid, stupid puppy, and lord will he never live it down.]

I don't think you need to wo--

[shutting up now. oooh god. maybe if he looks around like he totally didn't just talk, he can pretend it was someone else.]

[thats enough to make him start. but it doesn't look like he put the two and two together that puppy makes speech. it looks like he's trying to find someone else in the room, too; though eyes that look just a little too cloudy are falling on said mutt sooner or later.]

Maybe.. Maybe we should go somewhere. Far away; to hide maybe. At least for a few months.

[If he clued in, he's not really letting on, aside from the slightly tighter grip to the pup's pelt]

[someone's making his way down the hall, hands tucked into the pouch of his gray hoodie that's at least two sizes too big. he's a little thin, somewhat pale, but seemingly content. he pauses as he passes the window, not really expecting someone to be sitting there, and backtracks a step or two. smiling, he teeters back on his heels]

Hey...are you okay?

[ ...here, have someone you can relate to.]

[he's gotta squint to look back into the room, staring into sunlight causes contrast so easily now, and he looks a bit frigid for a minute. doesn't look like this one's gonna try and take him back though, strangely enough.]

I like the sun. Are you ok?

[this one's not very threatening or intimidating at all. just a regular Roxas, trying to get through the day. he nods]

Oh, yeah. Just a little tired. Little hard to get some sleep with people up every hour of the day doing God knows what.

[...actually, he just has trouble sleeping, but that's not important. he smiles again, though, and rubs the back of his head.]

[he'll agree to that, you can rest assured. doesn't mean he won't offer a smile back though.]

Sleeping is annoying. It's too hard to do anymore.

[and he probably won't clue in until he's outright told, either. not that he needs to know anything at all.]

[he laughs quietly, dropping his hand to push it back into the pouch of his hoodie]

Man, you got that right.

[he'll scoot over on that big windowledge, and pat the empty space beside him. He's pretty little all over, so even for someone say Riku's size, it'd be easy to fit. sure fit for this sickly twin of his.]

You can sit with me and be my friend.

[maybe just.. a little imposing.]

[well it's not like he has anything better to do or anyone to see, and he likes making friends and keeping people company]

Yeah, sure.

[and he climbs up next to him]

[he's pretty happy with making friends too. he's just not all that good at it. getting high and mighty isn't always the best bet, in his case.]

[but he can sort of snuggle right up to the other thin twin. that's easy to do.]

Why were you just wandering over here? This isn't exactly the most populated area.. [for good reason as to why he's here]

[Roxas likes making friends, but sometimes it makes him feel guilty, makes him distant... but if this Roxas wants a friend, he's not about to tell him no. the snuggling doesn't bother him either.]

I was looking for somewhere quiet to relax.

[it's almost eerie to him...]

Funny, since thats exactly what I was doing..
You're tired.. but you can't sleep.
You're looking for a place to relax, just like I am.
You're just as thin as me...
Thats funny.

[ever so incompitent]

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