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[what a familiar sight-- for him, at least. he's standing in the bathroom with his sleeve rolled up, a box cutter covered in blood set aside and several pretty little cuts on the bottom of his wrist. he's just watching as the blood dots the sink.]

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[3...2...1...clout!]

Where'd you even get those, Riku?

Nn--

[backs up, scowling.]

I found the box cutter in a closet.

And of course your first thought is making yourself bleed.

[knows Riku can't help it but shit, worried anyway]

That's...really damn dangerous.

[doesn't look him in the eyes.]

I don't cut deep because I don't want to die. It's not dangerous.

Unless you got an infection and then you might not have a wrist to screw around with.

[grumbles it, crouching in front of a cabinet to drag out the first aid kit, even if his brother won't appreciate it at all]

Someday you're gonna have to explain this shit to me, because it's...I can't figure it out.

You just don't understand and you never will.

[shoves at him, pushing him out the door.]

I'll fix it myself. Go away.

[looks surprised by that and even hurt, but that hardens over quickly enough and he gets up]

Fine then. Have fun.

[off he marches]

[just goes back to carving, shuddering as he breathes.]

...Why do you injure yourself?

It feels good.

[peering at the cuts now]

How?

I don't know. It just does, so I do it.

[s-so curious, wings pressed back so they don't hit anything]

What if you cut too deep?

Then I bleed more. It doesn't hurt enough. I barely feel pain, just pleasure. It's mainly shock and instinct to shrink away and say 'ow' for me, but it rarely hurts.

How strange.

[looooooking closer at the cuts- he expects something to be wrong, for the boy to just cut away]

[shoves them at his face, then, but not close enough to get the blood on him.]

[j;jjkljks okay hi blood and cuts]

And you say it does not hurt?

It doesn't.

Strange.

You think I don't know that?

I meant nothing offensive by it.

I don't care.

[just goes back to merrily slicing his arm up.]

[just watching. He wants to make sure the other doesn't cut something important]

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