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[he's sitting on the floor with one knee up, his forehead pressed to it.]

Nothing even makes this bearable anymore. I miss having someone to wake up to ...

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I was so thorough. First I killed Kairi, then I burned down Riku's house, and killed him. I made sure some of them begged for mercy before I could kill 'em.

Axel I killed- He was just a bothersome bit that made Sora jealous. I killed Namine because she drew a picture of Riku kissing Kairi when Sora was with her. I killed everyone who laughed, everyone who insulted, everyone who threw a dirty glare.

Sora cried and cried on me, he told me it was his fault all those people were dying, and I'd just rub his back and tell him God was doing him a favor by getting rid of the bad people.

He'd tell me they weren't bad.

All in all he found out, told on me, I got sent to jail. They tried to plead me insane but I wouldn't have it. I told them why I did it and I calmly claimed my stake in my jail cell.

Five years of no outside contact made me a hard to love person. When I turned eighteen, they gave me a month left before I visited the electric chair.

Then, with five days over my head, I appeared here.

Sounds like a perfect plan.

[it's said in an offhand matter, after he draws some circles and crosses in the air like he's making a battle diagram.]

Just... it's hard to do things for a person.

Couldn't they say it was a crime of--well, I guess loving a brother is bad, so uh... well, it doesn't really matter now, does it?

[and he frowns, wiggling a little in his seat.]

I think you deserve some happiness, at least here, where everyone's fucking with everyone else.

I met Cupcake here and ... I told him I'd stop killing for him. I told him I'd keep my hands to myself and I'd love him, because he promised to help me. No matter what, even when he was afraid, he was still there, and ...

I needed that so bad.

When he disappeared I asked a Riku to kill me. I just ... didn't want to be around. You know the rest.

So here I am now.

[there's a quiet sigh and he lays on his stomach, clutching a pillow.]

So you need someone again.

Question is if you'll take someone. The heart's a nasty little thing sometimes. Really choosy.

[shrugs.]

Beats the fuck out of me. I can't stand anyone here. Not anymore. I can tolerate people, I can enjoy someone's company, but I just can't be satisfied.

[... well, there goes his hoping to help someone. he falls silent. is he thinking or just wishing he could disappear for him?]

I got two robots I need to take care of. Both are pretty useless to me, they seem more interested in each other than anything else.

Don't really care, I'm about two seconds from handing them over to someone else. I don't have the right mind to try and convince them that I'm a good guy.

Not now. Not anymore. I'm done crying.

[he's sitting up now, looking at him with concern.]

... uh, I...

... sorry.

Sorry. I'm just pissed ... I need a hot shower.

Nah. It's... it's okay. I get why you're mad.

I'd be pretty pissed and sad if I could feel anything.

[there's a small little frown there.]

... good luck with the shower.

[there's a long silence, and then he snorts, looking over with a lopsided smirk.]

Wanna come with?

[oh, h-ha ha. he blinks a few moments, then looks around. awkwardly stands up, stretching.]

Ah-ha. Sure, why not?

Awesome. Find the hall closet for some towels, I'll go start the water.

[stands himself, yawning.]

[and off he goes, not bouncing like most Soras would.]

[and he strolls off like a cool cat, hands shoved in his pockets. awwwright.]

[and watch him come back with those towels. he makes a little face, taking the one with a rubber duck embroidered on it. at least Roxas gets the plain one.]

[and he's in the bathroom, stripping the belts off of his pants. it's a v. tedious process.]

[blinks, watching him for a few seconds before ziiiip. there goes his coat. leather pants are underneath, but that seems like all.]

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