[FILTERED FROM HIS ROXASES]

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

... yeah, I'm swallowing my goddamn pride and asking for help. If any of you breathe a word about this or laugh, I'll make sure you'll never breathe again.

I need to sort things out with the two Roxases that I'm involved with. Is there any good way to do that without hurting either of them? Or is that just a pipedream.

{ooc: umumijkfhf just wanted an excuse to update, rly, to say THANK YOU OH MY GOD ♥ to whoever got Axel the paid time. I love you. :D And if there are any rps out there that need an Axel, tell me >_>}

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[incinerare.livejournal.com]

I know.

Was it, though? Worth it, I mean. To go through with all this. Now that it's biting you in the ass about as hard as it can, can you still say it's worth it~? [just .. smirks, leaving the tone of that ambiguous] Then ask them. How have they been acting so far? And hey, you asked for help. Help and lectures are not mutually exclusive, in my book. [the nature of his smirk changes slightly] Whatever. Good luck anyway.

(should I let you know, for the record, what Roxas DOES think? Or would you rather it be a surprise for when they actually DO talk about it~? ;D)

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

... I can still say that it's worth it, yeah. [a shrug] Sure, it was a huge fuck-up, but I've learned my lesson. [grumbles quietly under his breath] Since most people seem to think the same, I'm gonna ask them. The first Roxas is (understandably) angry, but the second one seems to be a lot more tolerant. But outside appearances can be deceiving~ Yeah, yeah. I know. I appreciate it, believe it or not.

{cjkhdsgjk mun is curious +_+ Please do tell &hearts}

[incinerare.livejournal.com]

... well then, if that's the case, power to you. I'll be here to laugh if you fuck up royally again. And if you don't, then good on you, because it may well take a miracle. [shrug~] Keep us posted on how it goes. I have to admit I'm curious as to how this little drama will end up, now. [aaaand grin] You should. You're going to need all the luck you can get.

(No idea why Axel's being such a bitch. Anyway! If you're certain~ I can say this: he won't go for a threesome. At all. Ever. Hot as the mun thinks it would be, it doesn't sit with his morals. He's ambivalent on the other Roxas - doesn't dislike him, doesn't like him either, meaning he's more or less okay with him with a side of "stop making Axel feel worse" tinting his judgment. He's used to putting himself in second place to attempt to make others happy, so if the pressure gets to be too much he'll attempt to bow out and just leave Axel and the other Roxas to be together and suffer on his own like the martyr he is. :|b He thinks that .. he wants Axel. That he doesn't like threesomes. And that life can never never never never just be simple, can it~)

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

I'm sure that 99% of the dressing room will be here to laugh at me if I fuck up royally again. I'm expecting it, really. Don't forget to save some of the popcorn for me when I'm done making a complete ass of myself. [eye roll] I think I have a plan of attack now. I'll definitely keep you posted. [smirks] Maybe I need to take Luxord's good fortune.

{Mun thought as much +_+ And thankfully, Axel-mun finally has a plan. She just needs to have enough online time to execute it. orz

Life can never be simple, but if he has a Roxas at his side, it can't be too bad. ♥}

[incinerare.livejournal.com]

Gossip does spread extraordinarily fast here. Oh, I'll make sure to, just because you asked so nicely~ [ooh, now his curiosity is piqued] If this plan is just as bad as your "I'm going to get married to Roxas A and then screw around with Roxas B" plan, I've gotta hear it. And yeah, maybe you should~

(.... you realize you HAVE to tell me this plan or I will just die of curiosity.

aldfkja Roxas doesn't know what to do with romantic overtures like that. It turns him Very Awkward. However he shares the sentiment, more or less. ♥)

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'd noticed alright. It's kind of amusing, really, when you're not the one the gossip is about. And why, thank you for being so generous. It's very much appreciated~ [smiles again, though a little wryly this time] Oh, it isn't as bad. But it's not exactly going to cause a happy ending for everyone. (Then again, when does it ever?) You realize that just for that, I'm not gonna tell you?

{h-hey NO DYING OF CURIOSITY. There's going to be heartbreak. And choosing. And skjhkjgh I think my heart will break having to rp it. T^T

Axel is amused by Very Awkward Roxas! And will make fun of him forever~ But he's secretly glad about it ♥}

[incinerare.livejournal.com]

Hopefully I'll never have to find out, but for now I'll take your word on it. And hey, we Axels thrive on being good and kind and generous, right~? So it's the least I can do. [very amused by his own wit.] Aw. I was kind of hoping to see this place go down in flames from all the angst going around. [looks more curious still, but grins lazily at the last bit] I can be a patient man when I want to be. Just make sure it's a good show when you do go through with it.

(B-B-BUT I WANT TO KNOWWWWWWWWW ;; HEARTBREAK WHY? CHOOSING WHY? ASKLJFH *DYING* MESSAGE ME? ;;

Roxas is frowny face at Axel's amusement~ And frownier face at being made fun of FOREVER but he'll deal and get Axel back somehow. 8) ♥

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

I hope that you don't either. Cleaning up such a mess is a really hard task. Pity there's no way of mass-murdering people here. [snickers a little at that] Oh yes, we're the most polite of all the Nobodies. Never have a hair out of place. And there's plenty more drama around this place; I'm sure that it'll go down in flames eventually. Don't give up on the idea of a party just yet. [returns the grin] Of course it'll be a good show. No one can ever accuse an Axel of putting on a bad one.

{Because there's no way around it. u_u I-I CAN LJ MESSAGE YOU? I should be asleep slghldg but I don't mind telling you.

It's only friendly teasing! He wouldn't dare do anything to hurt Roxas. u_u Hoo boy. |D ♥}

[incinerare.livejournal.com]

There isn't~? I don't think there's much a good flash fire couldn't cure, besides the other Axels, but eh, technicalities. [grin grin~] Always respectful and kind, that's us~ I'm amazed we get such a bad rap. ... Maybe. It's entertaining to watch for now. [actually pauses for a second, then gives him a look that's almost .. approving] Good. Don't disappoint me.

(lakjsfah U_U YES YOU CAN. since you said you got that paid time? 8D just go to the profile of this journal - or oathskept, whichever - under the username it should say "send this user a message." just click on that. ♥ I will probably pass out soon afterwards though, orz.)

[traitorousfire.livejournal.com]

Not all of the Axels are as agreeable to that as we are. They'd rather keep their precious people safe. Pity that~ It's a shame that there's no way to fix our bad reputation, hm~? ... heh, I guess it's entertaining when you're the one in the stands. I won't disappoint you.

{HOPEFULLY IT GOT THROUGH OKAY |Db all done. And hopefully it makes sense andjkhgjkh yeah ♥ SLEEP IS GOOD. REALLY |D}