a red flower in a sea of leaves

[taintedmartyr.livejournal.com]

[our little hooker is having another one of her lonely breakdowns. she hasn't been able to find anyone lately, and zack vanished as if he'd only appeared before in a cruel form of wishful dreaming. she lays back on the couch, and has no idea what she should do. she needs somebody to love her. she needs kaa-san, or mister axel, or zack, or anyone who can just hold her.

but who would love bad, impure little girl like her? nobody would. woes and sorrows.]

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[kittyku.livejournal.com]

[... ... there's cat ears popping out from under the couch. so much for squeezing under there to nap.]

[crownedsky.livejournal.com]

Did somethin' happen to you?

[taintedmartyr.livejournal.com]

[blinks and smiles weakly through her tears]

What're you doing under the couch, Mister Kitty Riku?

[taintedmartyr.livejournal.com]

Not really.

I'm just really lonely here.

[pets him, smiling slightly]

[crownedsky.livejournal.com]

[purrs softly, it's been a while since he did something like that]

I can help you be, er, not so lonely.

[taintedmartyr.livejournal.com]

...That sounds nice Mister Lion.

[kittyku.livejournal.com]

[and there's the rest of his head.]

... sleeping.

[like this is the stupidest question ever.]

[attainabledream.livejournal.com]

[nope, Zack's still here. the mun's just trying to get used to playing him]

Hey, what's wrong? [sits next to her]

[taintedmartyr.livejournal.com]

Don't you have a bed to sleep on?

Cushions are much more comfortable for kitties...

[taintedmartyr.livejournal.com]

[looks up and embraces him, sobbing against his shoulder]

I'm so loney here, Zack... I'm just...

I'm nothing bu a whore!

[she can't believe she said it, admitted it to him so suddenly and she retreats from his warm embrace and hides her face, red as a stop light]

[attainabledream.livejournal.com]

[is very, very confused so ignore the smiling icon]

What are you talking about, Aer?

[taintedmartyr.livejournal.com]

I... I needed money for Mother and...

And I sold myself, Zack. I didn't want to tell you, I couldn't.

[attainabledream.livejournal.com]

[Honestly? Could never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever picture Aerith doing that... but if she was doing it for someone else then it made slightly more sense. still surprising though, so he hugs rather than thinking of something to say just yet]

[taintedmartyr.livejournal.com]

[it's a complex story, and she never understood how it got so out of hand...]

I-I-- I'm a horrible person, Zack! I didn't want to do it, I just-- just...!

[sobs harder into his warm, comfortable shoulder. zack, wonderful, puppy dog zack... and she could hug him again. she felt real love for the first time in a long time.]

[attainabledream.livejournal.com]

Hey, it's ok... it was for your mom, right? You're not horrible for trying to help her.