a red flower in a sea of leaves

[taintedmartyr.livejournal.com]

[our little hooker is having another one of her lonely breakdowns. she hasn't been able to find anyone lately, and zack vanished as if he'd only appeared before in a cruel form of wishful dreaming. she lays back on the couch, and has no idea what she should do. she needs somebody to love her. she needs kaa-san, or mister axel, or zack, or anyone who can just hold her.

but who would love bad, impure little girl like her? nobody would. woes and sorrows.]