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[reversedestiny]

[Sora has been avoiding people as of late, hiding out in his own apartment and leaving only for things he might need. He still has jealousy issues going on, and is distancing himself because of them. But right now? He doesn't care. He just wants to take a walk and clear his head. Which is exactly what he's doing.]

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[windup_boytoy]

That's even worse. Cutting yourself off will just hurt you more in the long run, no matter how much you think you're protecting yourself.

[reversedestiny]

[Ah. There it is. Just the right push. Sora is practically snarling.]

Why do you even care!? All you wanted was your precious 'bug, right!? I was just some distraction until he came back! And I fell for it, like the idiot I am!

[windup_boytoy]

[that makes Ri blink, but then he arches his brow, like Sora is being particularly stupid]

You do realize it's possible to care for more than one person, and in different ways, right? I don't feel the same way about you as I do my boyfriend Sora. And it's not the same as for 'bug, who's my son. You're my student, and you're my friend. Just because I care about other people doesn't mean I don't care about you.

[reversedestiny]

[Now we're getting to the heart of things.]

You didn't even see me that day, Ri! All you saw was 'bug! It's like I didn't matter!

[He's hurt and angry and lots of things. But mostly he's scared of being left behind again.]

[windup_boytoy]

What day?

[still confused, because he's not really aware of what he did or what he was doing when he had the attack]

[reversedestiny]

That day in that stupid room when there was all that darkness. You thought I was him. I didn't matter.

[windup_boytoy]

[that makes Ri frown hardcore, and he gentles his voice]

Sora... I don't remember anything of what happened that day. Kai and Sora told me after, that I was throwing up Darkness all night and hallucinating. I even tried to fight them because I thought there were enemies attacking me or something.

Sora has Issues. News at 11.

[reversedestiny]

[Sora doesn't entirely understand it. It doesn't mend the damage done, because really, it's a lot of issues that need to be worked on. Lots of emotional issues.]

...It doesn't matter, anyway. I'm better off alone. Everyone I've tried to trust has hurt me in some way, after all. So why bother?

the more you know! /rainbow

[windup_boytoy]

[okay fine, time to bring out the big guns; Ri pulls Sora into a hug, and he won't be letting go]

Sora is literally #reasons why ansemnort should not raise kids

[reversedestiny]

[Sora did not expect this, and is going to try to get away because, no. No, he doesn't want this because he's just going to hurt again and his heart can't take much more. There's not enough positives for him.

But in the end, he eventually gives up and starts sobbing.]

wow his own hashtag

[windup_boytoy]

[Ri will continue to hug Sora, one hand rubbing his back gently; sometimes, you just really need a hug, and it's better than words]

He deserves it with how many issues Sora has.

[reversedestiny]

[Eventually, Sora's just. Going to go still and quiet. But he's not going to try and get away.]

true

[windup_boytoy]

[Ri will keep on hugging Sora until he's sure Sora has calmed down enough]

... feel better now?

One day he'll work through them.

[reversedestiny]

[Sora's just going to nod. He might talk now if he's prompted!]

/o/

[windup_boytoy]

I'll blame this on your being a teenager. But I care about you, okay? Though, next time, try not to believe whatever I say especially if I'm vomiting Darkness and hallucinating.

[reversedestiny]

Okay.

[He's really quiet, and not really letting go. Sorry, Ri, he's going to be attached to you for a bit.]

[windup_boytoy]

[that's no problem; he'll be ending the hug, but keep an arm slung around Sora's shoulders]

Let's get something to eat.

[reversedestiny]

[Good, he's definitely not letting go.]

...Yeah.

[windup_boytoy]

How about cake?

[reversedestiny]

Cake sounds good.

[He'll smile up at Ri now! He seems to be feeling better.]

[windup_boytoy]

[heading to the closest kitchen then! Ri is glad to see a smile]

I like cake. I just can't stand cupcakes.

Congrats, Ri. He's opening up.

[reversedestiny]

I like sweets.

[He'll eat the cupcakes for you, then. Though after a moment, he'll go a bit solemn.]

...I'm jealous of him, you know.

woohoo! \o/

[windup_boytoy]

Jealous of who? 'bug? He's, like, five.

[reversedestiny]

...Because he has a dad like you. I don't have any family. Well, besides...

[...The douche.]

[windup_boytoy]

[that actually makes Ri smile softly, and then ruffle Sora's hair]

You have me, too. Though, not quite as a dad. I'm only a few years older than you, I think.