FRIENDS WANTED;

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[From door to door, Ventus travels the Dressing Room, planting posters along the walls.

These posters include a rather rough drawing, mostly scribbles, but it at least slightly resembles a Kairi...with yellow eyes. The poster reads:

FRIENDS WANTED:
This is Kairi. She doesn't have many friends here, and that's really gotta change. She's a great person who's a lot of fun, and I'm sure she'd love to meet new people!

Sometimes she wears Vanitas armor, but don't worry; she's not dangerous at all!

And yes, he will be putting these everywhere. When he can't reach places on foot, he'll simply use his Glider!]

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[He doesn't understand what's going on, but he can't just leave him like this. Still going against his better judgment, Ven scoops up Vanitas, turning towards one of the nearby rooms.

It's better than staying on the floor, at least.]

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[only you, ventus. only you. what would kairi say? vanitas's body keeps lax, but ventus may feel the masked boy's abdomen move as he breathes. so he's not dead after all.]

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[He knows Kairi might not approve of this, but he can't just ignore him. Ven may dislike Vanitas, but he's not cruel.

Eventually, he'll find an empty room and place Vanitas down on the bed. Heck, he'll even cover him with a blanket.

What then? Well... he'll wait just long enough to make sure he's okay. If he tries to fight, then he'll leave.]

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[ventus will be waiting a while before vanitas begins to move. an hour and a half later, the most vanitas has done is shifted his legs under the sheets. it takes another forty minutes for vanitas to turn his head so his helmet faces ventus. if it weren't for the fact that he tilts his head just enough to look down the length of his body and lift a hand to feel his chest, ventus probably wouldn't have realized he was awake again. he hasn't spoken.]

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[Well, he does notice that much. Though he's still a bit wary, he'll go ahead and break the silence.]

Hey, what happened back there?

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[vanitas tries to sit up in bed but ends up having to hold his head when he gets dizzy.]

Where...?

[he's a little disoriented.]

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You're still in the Dressing Room. I just couldn't leave you out there.

[He's expecting some heavy trolling any time now.]

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[dressing room. dressing room... now he remembers, but he cocks his head in a way that suggests he's uncertain of the memory.]

Out where?

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In the hall. You tried to fight me and Kairi, but we beat you. After that, this light hit you in the chest.

I still don't know what happened.

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[the mention of kairi gets a bigger reaction out of him than anything else he says initially. everything's there, it's just all jumbled up.]

χ-blade... I couldn't...

[he stares down at his hands.]

And now...

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[He frowns.]

What're you gonna do?

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[vanitas raises his head to stare at ventus. he doesn't answer the question but asks one of his own.]

Ventus... Who am I?

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[...Huh? Is that a trick question?]

You're Vanitas. ... My darkness.

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[that's not what he meant, and he takes a moment to try to fit the pieces together in his mind to understand what's happened.]

I stole something. Not from you, but from who you will be.

[when was the last time vanitas conversed with you like this, ventus? he's not exactly trying to provoke anybody.]

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Who I will be?

[He blinks a few times and then scratches his head.]

You lost me.

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I couldn't go on alone, but I couldn't...

[vanitas holds his head again.]

I took a piece of him.

[he moves his hand from his head to his chest, feeling his chest again.]

Now there's something...more...

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A piece of him?

[Does he mean...?]

Did something happen to your heart?

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My heart...

[that's strange. hmm.]

Yes.

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[Hmm... But is it really that simple?]

So how do you feel?

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Torn. I knew I was only a half before, but that division wasn't in my heart. Now... I don't know what it is.

[ventus won't be able to see it, but vanitas is frowning.]

The darkness is still there. I can feel it, but there's something else too. I don't know if it's light, but I remember things now. I remember two different lives and I'm not sure which one I'm supposed to live now.

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You could always take things slow. Do what feels right...

[He places a hand to his chest.]

In your heart.

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[vanitas is tempted to attack ventus. for a moment, it feels right, but there's this new part of him that is dead-set against it. the urge passes, and vanitas decides it's best that he not tell ventus what his heart is telling him.]

You sound like Riku.

[for the first time, vanitas experiences what it's like to miss someone. he does not like it.]

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Riku?

[A beat. That's...odd.]

But how do you know Riku?

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He's Sora's best friend. Kairi, too.

[vanitas has this annoying feeling. an itch making him want to apologize, but he's stubbornly repressing it.]

Is she okay?

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[...Ah. He nods.]

She's okay! I've been doing my best to keep her happy, but sometimes I wish she wasn't so hard on herself.