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[stilleatsbugs.livejournal.com]

[as much as Sora here would like to continue hiding down the hallway fashioned after Castle Oblivion or the beach room- pretty much the only places around here that feel familiar- a guy's gotta eat once in a while. so he's waiting around in the kitchen for the stove to heat up, and standing over the kitchen table armed with a bag of taffy to tear through in the meantime.]

[his cards are spread out across the table, like he's been trying to arrange them, but lost interest halfway through the process. every time Sora looks at them, he's reminded of how everything he remembers is supposed to be wrong, that Naminé is wrong- he meant to ask the Naminé he's been staying with about the truth, but just hasn't found the right words for it. how do you ask your best friend if she's a liar?]

[in a brief moment of frustration, he sweeps his hand across the table angrily, sending the cards fluttering off the table and about the room, and keeps swiping at the table until it's clear, so he doesn't have to look at them anymore.]

Man..

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[stilleatsbugs.livejournal.com]

[reasoning might not work with Sora right now, Ri, especially because, well, he has no memory of this, Ri has no proof, and he's just lost what he's been made to believe is the most important to him- better stop him, because once he sets off one Holy, he's going to set off another- and another.]

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*sigh... he really doesn't want to fight you, so he disappears into a portal and emerges right behind you, getting you into an armlock so that you can't do anything with your blade or cards*

Will you calm down and just listen to me?

[stilleatsbugs.livejournal.com]

Let me go!!

[he flails and struggles mightily to get free- he may not be quite a match for Ri, but he's not the little kid Ri can just throw over his shoulder anymore, and will continue to put up a fierce fight.]

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*he continues to hold onto you and hisses in your ear*

Listen to me. You are my son You are one of the most important things in the world to me. And I will protect you, even if it makes you hate me. Because I only want to keep you safe and happy.

[stilleatsbugs.livejournal.com]

If you wanted me to be happy, you'd let me go get Naminé back!

[he wears down after a few minutes- though he has his head lowered, it's obvious by the uneven way he's breathing that he's crying out of frustration. the broken heart doesn't really help much, either.]

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

No. Because you know what will happen when you go to her? She's going to be cruel to you and push you away. Because she can't use you anymore, so you're worthless. She's just going to find the next gullible Sora who can fit in her plan.

*he will move his hold into more of a hug once he's sure you're not fighting*

[stilleatsbugs.livejournal.com]

Shut up.. Naminé would never..

[the Keyblade dissipates and his cards scatter as he tries to bring his hands to his head, like he's in pain.]

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

She already has. That's what you're feeling right now.

[stilleatsbugs.livejournal.com]

[he sinks a little, just hanging in Ri's arms and crying miserably- don't get him wrong, he's still furious with Ri, he just.. his heart is in shambles.]

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*he'll just hold you close while you cry, since he understands*

[stilleatsbugs.livejournal.com]

[when Sora does finally straighten and push Ri away, it's not a furious gesture, but a gentle, tired one. he doesn't look back at Ri, his gaze focused somewhere off in the distance.]

... I want to be alone for a while.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

Alright. Just remember that you have family here that will help you.

[stilleatsbugs.livejournal.com]

... Thank you.

[he kinda.. stumbles off down the hall, to no where in particular since he can't go back to his room. Ri could keep an eye on him if he chooses; after that impromptu unchaining session his Heart probably isn't very stable.]