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[There's a new face among the Dressing Room. On the floor in the room that simulates Never Was, mind you, and unconscious. Which is probably a good thing considering fragments, blue in color, are still collecting, creating her form. Most of herself has been retained by then though. All that's left are her legs and they'll probably recollect before anyone draws near. Her hood is up, but the small frame makes it pretty obvious who it could be for anyone who would know her.]

One of the reasons I'm fond of him anyway.

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
[The last thought to race through his mind was that it wasn't fair. Selfless as he tended to be, the instant he felt that hand seize on his head, he hurled the Xion on his back clear of him -hoping that perhaps she might come to and find a way to escape.

The electrical shock wasn't as bad as the animosity he was feeling by the time he was well-done. He was barely staying conscious, wishing now more than anything that he could just wipe that smirk he knew was on her face. He wasn't fighting it now, he was too tired to fight the pure hatred that certainly must've warped this Xion. At this point, if it meant that somehow she would suffer a thousand times what he did, he didn't care if he was consumed in the process.

Consume?

It dawned on him. She was going to consume him and he had no intent to let his power be used by a monster like her.

His body resisted, but his will drove it to move. In a flash Aubade heeded his call, his hand gripping the weapon by it's blade. Even in the face of death, his expression was a mask of anger and defiance. And then unable to even speak, he plunged the business end into his chest, forcing his body to ensure that the weapon destroyed him.]

Maybe you should structure your plots a little more openly. Just suggesting.

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-13 11:35 am (UTC)(link)
[A flicker of another one of those fleeting memories past before his eyes as they drifted shut. He saw himself standing somewhere, he wasn't sure. But he knew that despite doing everything he could and saving countless people, the him he saw in that vision had let one person perish and none of the people with him would forgive him.

And he saw in that vision, the mob lynching him to the point where the trauma inflicted actually terminated him. And then, like now, he had no choice as he felt himself vanish -only his lingering resentment being the last thing he felt.

And then in defiance, in having been denied even his chance to take his own life. He hoped his last thought would reach his assailant, because he'd at least have the last word with her.

I hope you see everything I did... and then you'll realize just how worthless you are. Because you threw everything that meant anything to you away. And power won't ease the despair from being alone.

At least he could savor that. Because now? He just stopped caring.]

Talking tiemz

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
[This wasn't anything new. When he'd been merged with Sora, he just didn't let himself relax and that seemed to ensure that his will persisted. Just as long as he maintained his sense of self.

He almost snorted in disgust when that voice spoke to him. Roxas still felt indescribably furious, hurt and betrayed all at once -he was in no mood to dignify it with any kind of response.

The Nobody remained silent among the nothingness, listening, but truthfully, not believing the voice's statement in the least. For awhile he continued to ignore the voice, but eventually turned to look at the source. Somehow, he didn't feel the least surprised when it revealed itself to look so much like him. He shook his head, a bitter smile on his face.]


No wonder she absorbed you... you trusted her just like I did. But at least it was just you on the line. My friend, the one our resident monster almost killed, is out there still.

Soon though, I expect she'll join us here.

[He made no attempt to hide the bitterness in his words or tone, his mannerisms reflecting his completely broken beliefs. A gust blew through the nowhere, the setting suddenly shifting as the familiar scene of Twilight Town sprawled out below him.

He sat there, his legs dangling over the edge of his usual place to sit as he looked at the city below -a city that lay consumed in flame and ruin. Thick, black smoke rolled up in huge clouds to the afternoon sky as this inner world of his he'd manifested reflected the damage to the varied aspects that defined him. Even the clock tower they conversed upon looked in terrible shape, though it at least didn't seem to be a blaze like everything below it.

If a Nobody at least had a soul, this was what was left of his.]
Edited 2011-01-14 07:48 (UTC)

Time to see how this resolves itself.

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 08:41 am (UTC)(link)
[He's quiet for awhile as he sighs, watching his world burn. If it was one thing that his new prison was making him appreciate, it was that his return to Sora had at least some degree of acceptance. His Other hadn't made it a point to crush his beliefs and hopes -hadn't actually made him hate him. It was a terrible feeling and one that right now, he was willingly letting consume him like the fires down below.

He had nothing else left after all now. Just his resentment and the strange version of himself that she'd devoured. Honestly, it was absolutely mind-boggling how he could be so cheerful. But after awhile, he wondered if even he'd just accept things like that.]


If she joins us, she won't be out there.

I'm not sure how much attention you pay to things, but we're here because that thing, that puppet that's parading around as a twisted doll with my Other's face and my friend's voice ate us!

[There's venom in his voice as he speaks, his animosity clearly audible on his more emphasized words. Especially because he referred to his assailant as a puppet, a term he'd vowed would never be said in reference to his friend.

But then he figures, if he was here like this, then there was nothing left of his friend in his assailant any way.]

Re: Pretty much.

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 09:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Some part of him was really getting tired of this. Clearly, this guy must have been around here for quite some time, because he's guessing that either their captor hadn't been nearly as brutal with him as she'd been with Roxas or she'd devoured him under some better circumstance -maybe he was being terminated as she did so or something. Whatever the circumstance, he was really beyond caring at this point.

Right now, he just wanted to sit there and hope that somehow, setting up shop like this -like how he did in Sora, would cause her some degree of suffering. Though he'd admit that when he did this in his Other, the world actually looked a great deal nicer.

Finally, the stranger's words raised his frustration enough that he leaned back slightly and craned his neck around to at least half-face him. There was a momentary pause as he eyed the trinket -it looked like a Paopao fruit or one of Kairi's charm, so what?]


Yeah, she really wants to exist. And so far she's devoured you, the Sora of your world, me and I have few doubts that the Xion I was protecting out there will be joining us here fairly soon.

So yeah. She wants to exist. And she does so at the expense of whoever most conveniently is around to be consumed. She's no better than Xemnas!

[There was a pause as he caught his breath, the expression of his animosity taking some toll on him.]

No, I can't say that. At least Xemnas just terminated people.

I wouldn't have gotten stuck in a place like this if he'd dealt with me instead.

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 10:13 am (UTC)(link)
[For what it was worth, the visitor should keep in mind that every last one of Roxas' beliefs about himself, his friends and everything had just been more or less torn to shreds by not only his last assailant, but the manifestation of Riku prior. He was bearing wounds reflecting two engagements that weren't only physically punishing, but if his appearance could reflect the state of his spirit; it would very much be black and blue with an ample side of third-degree burns, stitches trying desperately to hold several large gashes closed and likely missing a limb.

In a nutshell, the Nobody wasn't showing his usual defiance because there wasn't much of him left to show that defiance.

And being lectured by whatever version of himself this way was just stirring up one of the few things he still felt able to feel: anger and lots off it.

His ire wasn't the only thing raised as he clamored to his feet on the ledge, his hands closing around the air and summoning his Keyblade in hopes of threatening this annoyance away.]


Yes. I am going to let that happen because of several facts.

First thing is that I'm here, already consumed by that thing that's weaseled its way into my friend's mind or whatever we have in place of a heart!

Second, even if I somehow magically could be thrown-up like a bad lunch, do you think she'd listen to me? Do you think she'd show the least hesitance in just beating me further and devouring me again?!

I wasn't strong enough to protect her. And now that thing is going to take her body. Even more frustrating is that now I can only do what everyone else seems to do and hope that there's a Sora out there strong enough to defeat what's about to be turned loose.

[Of course in his anger, there were probably a few things he didn't pick up in his acquaintance's speech. There was also the matter that if things were reflecting any kind of darker change in Roxas' outlook, it's that the weapon he was brandishing was Void Gear.

Not that he'd recognize it.]

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-14 11:07 am (UTC)(link)
[It seemed to be the first thing that the stranger said that got through that skull of his. For a moment Roxas seemed to be in utter disbelief at at great deal of what all of that meant.

The first thing was the disappointment in himself for doing just what he'd told himself he'd never do. Secondly was the shock that she had that kind of cruelty streak in her... but then, Saix's abuses combined with her insecurities, all of that creating such a monster made sense in that fashion.

And while he was trying to figure out the whole power variance, even that made sense. It would be the same reason he'd been hoping to cause her enough trouble to come to where he stood now -that he knew in a person's inner world, absolutely mind-blowing levels of crushing willpower would be necessary to defeat the owner. While he didn't forget who he'd been inside this entire time, he'd been assuming that the nature of this Xion was of some rogue memory she'd absorbed that decided to take over.

It changed a surprising lot -more than enough for him to lower the weapon and release his grip on it as he took a step off the ledge and slumping against it once his feet were on the more solid ground behind it.]


That changes everything but the facts that at least that part of her doesn't want to listen; that it'll just beat me to a pulp and send me back here.

And also the whole thing that I'm stuck here to begin with.

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-15 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
[There was some hesitance when he watched the armor materialize -like his body recognized it, almost feeling his stance shift slightly as if he was the one donning it. It was strange to say the least.

And really, with all that was one the line now, such a notion was the least of his concerns. However, he'd been getting a number of crash courses in recognizing an opportunity when it came up, so he waited a moment, wanting to say something before he took that Keyblade -before he'd be fighting again.]


I know we don't have much time, but before we go, will I see you again after this?

Seeing that Keyblade and that armor...

[He trails off, gesturing at the stranger as a whole.]

I get this weird feeling that I've felt the weight of that before. Just this sad, familiar feeling. Like when I first reappeared and started talking to Xion.

I know now isn't the time, but I have so many questions I want answers to.

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-15 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Well, it had been a long shot. But while he still couldn't understand why the stranger bore such an air of familiarity about him, he got the impression that there would be a chance to find answers later. Then again, maybe it was for the better for now. He had purpose again. His body still ached from both previous encounters, yet he willed it to prepare to skirmish again... and again, and however many times it took for him to save his friend.

Right now he needed to focus on that task.

With a sigh, he watched skyward as the portal opened, some part of him musing that it looked like the opposite of a Corridor of Darkness. It was almost pretty as he observed the little flickers of light drifting to and fro around it like fireflies, that virtual sense of nostalgia weighing on his spirit.

His glance met the stranger's, Roxas' eyes narrowing as they settled on Lost Memory. For a moment, he debated on merely asking the weapon's name, but decided that he couldn't afford to get side-tracked now.

Gratefully, he took the weapon and nodded, some part of him in the back of his own head marveling at how natural the weapon felt in his hand -even as he experimentally flipped it into a reverse-grip.

It was strange.]


Thank you. I'll make sure to fix things.

[He shot the other blond a grin.]

I've got some crazy promises to hold up, after all.

[With that said, instinct took over as he hurled the weapon up into the sky. Beyond the line of sight, it vanished in a brilliant flare as it returned; it's shape and size changed considerably, but many aspects of the form still identifying it. As it swooped down for him, he leaped neatly into the air, flipping once before finding solid footing on the platform of the Keyblade Glider.

Giving one last glance to the stranger, he crouched low to keep his balance on the vehicle as it angled upward and rocketed with him into the light.]

Ah good, I can make my own entrance.

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-15 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
[By the time his senses readjusted to everything, he'd about realized that he really just needed to get used to having the world turn topsy-turvy on him without warning. Really, it seemed like the only thing he'd really be able to count on.

The armor was something... he wanted to say it was different, but the way it fit him so well and the way his body seemed to know on its own, how to adjust for the added weight just made it seem like another forgotten memory. And for now, he'd just have to let this underlying auto-pilot handle the adjustments for him.

He'd have time to think later.

When he emerged from the Lanes In Between, his eyes immediately took stock of his surroundings. The same room where not more than what must have been only moments ago, he'd met a defeat most bitter. And below him, he could see things unfolding as he'd expected. A great deal of realization had changed his understanding of how this was going to unfold; he may have the stranger's aid, but it didn't change the fact that what he was looking at was Xion's inner world. Even with this edge, he'd need to stay sharp if he was going to somehow stall out her inner demon until he could get through to her.

In this arena, his opponent was still just a little shy of being god.

Rather than announcing his presence, he just accelerated. His fight path was almost a direct drop as he came in at full speed. Somehow, he knew how the Glider performed and how it could handle. His plan had two points to it. The first was that he'd be coming in literally on top of his foe and with her proximity to Xion, he knew the Glider could shift its momentum almost instantly. This would allow him to both snatch up the girl in his arms while using the prow of the vehicle to ram his opponent.]

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-15 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
[He wanted to speak up, to tell her it was alright. But despite how much all he'd been through had forced maturity upon him, the part of him that was undeniably Roxas wanted to play the mysterious hero role for his friend. It was a feeling he didn't understand, a want for her to feel impressed by him -he just didn't understand why. But further dashing that notion was the realization that he'd need to speak up eventually. And then compounding his hesitance was that if he lost, he really didn't want to subject her to seeing him consumed like that again.

Win or lose, this was the round where everything was at stake. There was a hostility, a certain feel to this battle that made it feel far different from his battle with the Riku manifestation. He had no choice but to win, to get through to her somehow and repair the damage that had been done with all of this.

So after a moment's deliberation, he summed up his thoughts in only a few words; echoed slightly by the helmet he wore.]


It's going to be alright.

[The Glider slowed to a stop, his armored figure almost looking noble as he stepped off and laid the more demure Xion aside, doing his best to both be quick about it and make sure she was comfortable.

Immediately, he turned to his opponent as she recovered. He wasn't sure what to feel; pity? Sympathy? None of it felt right. The Nobody was still understandably angered from their earlier bout, but he now that he at least had a clue of what was going on, he couldn't even feel that scathing hatred he'd felt not too long ago.

His hand closed on the air, his transport vanishing in a flash of light before reforming as Lost Memory, carried neatly in a strangely familiar feeling reverse grip. Stopping at what he judged was a safe distance from his opponent, he spoke up again.]


Look. I said and thought some things back there that weren't called for because I didn't have much of a clue.

So I'm going to start by saying I'm sorry. And that I'm going to snap you out of this, even if it means I have to beat you senseless!

[identity profile] notquiteanobody.livejournal.com 2011-01-15 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[Roxas is quiet as she taunts him again. He's determined not to let her get to him. The weight of the situation doesn't escape him, he knows the stakes and as calm as he's trying to act right now, the truth is that he's honestly terrified. This really isn't a battle of power -he's just trying to reach her and yet he doesn't know what to say. Honestly, from his stand point, after some of the things he's said, he briefly wonders if that's a bridge he'd burned during the last duel.

But he'd give this everything he had all the same. In an almost sickening flash of insight, it dawned on him that he'd end up having to play the same kind of game that Riku played with him. He was certainly grateful for this helmet now -he'd doubt the Sorized Xion would take him too seriously if she could see the way his facial expressions were shifting. At least this way, it just looked like he was staring blankly at her.

As she brandishes her weapon -one that not long ago he'd held, he gets an idea. It's a little difficult at first, wracking his brain to remember exact words, but at the same time, once he starts, the memories flow like the image above Memory's Skyscraper. But the application would come later, he'd need to at least get her to exert herself.

He considered his offensive and defensive options -finding much to his surprise that he was remembering techniques, magic, a countless variety of combat arts that he was absolutely certain he hadn't remembered before. And with a gift like this, he decided that now wouldn't be the time to squander it.

He held nothing back this time, starting immediately with a stronger technique.]


Time Splicer.

[It was different from her vanishing game. He uttered the words and he watched the world turn gray and slow drastically. His feet carried him with speed that made the world around him blur -even gravity was playing catch-up with him.

In an instant he was upon her, lashing out at first with Lost Memory, but then drawing Aubade in his other hand. He knew how this worked. He'd make an attack, perhaps two and then move, assaulting her from a dizzying array of directions and angles that would have made Xigbar turn green with envy. Even if she moved, even when she defended or shifted to counter-attack, he would adjust accordingly.

Slowly, the world caught up with him and he realized what that meant. His attack broke off immediately as he returned to his starting position in the blink of an eye. From there he'd wait as if he'd never moved, observing to see some sign of his first attack... and more importantly to see what the adjusted flow of time meant for him.

He was still aware that this was her world and he wasn't ready to buy it in the least that his new-found abilities allowed him to attack with impunity -no matter their limitations.]