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[It's been a while since this Namine has been seen out of her room for more than five minutes, especially later in the day, but she's been improving, and today she's curled up on the couch, reading a book. She's got a few snacks with her too so she doesn't have to get up if she gets hungry, so it seems she's actually planning to stay out a while. And, she might even be alright with some company. Yes. I know. It's about time.]

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^^ Also it's fine. I know how that is. XD

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[...Don't mind if she stares a little. She's kinda shocked.]

...Roxas?

a-and now I have to sleep soon :x

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

Yes. Sorry.

[again with the stupid apologies. he reaches out to touch her cheek... only he obviously can't, being translucent.]

Sleep well!

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[Whatever she'd been thinking, it's gone now. Now she's just worried.]

What, happened to you?

I did :3

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I got stuck.

[shrugs. it's not a big deal... or so he tries to pretend.]

^^

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[Blinks.]

Stuck?

[How does that make him like this? :<]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I just... with the tank coming here, I got curious. So I... tried to go back. Just for a while.

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[....Bites her lip.]

...I'm sorry.

[she really has no idea what to do. :< What can she do?]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

Oh no, this is okay. Really.

[only it's not at all. but he takes a 'seat' on the armrest of the chair.]

It's sort of cool, isn't it? I can walk through walls.

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[...Tiny attempted smile.]

I guess...

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[...gives a little hug that might feel a bit tingly and cold but nothing more.]

Missed you. A lot.

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[Hesitates a bit. She cant really hug back can she? She'd just go right through him. :<]

Missed you too.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[w-well she could try to kind of.... hold her arms where she would have if he had not been a ghost...]

Can't believe my world was gone, though...

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[That works too. She'll try that.

Wait what?]

It's gone?

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

Yeah. There was just d-darkness... that's why I got stuck.

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[She wishes she could hug him for real so bad right now. :<]

I-I'm sorry.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[he tries to make himself a bit more tangible, but no such luck.]

It's okay. I've sort of gotten used to it.

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I wish there was something I could do to help.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

You're doing enough for me already, Namine.

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[Shakes her head with a tiny smile. He really hasn't changed much.]

I'm not really doing anything.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

You're here.

[what? he doesn't need very much. and well. he has had plenty of time to think, stuck in the darkness that slowly ate his body. so he has changed some too.]

And I really am sorry. I've been an idiot.

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[Blinks. Does this mean he remembers now? He didn't last time.]

...

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[yeah. he remembers e-everything.]

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[...She's not sure what to say. But, she nods. She, sort of understands. She knows that he loved them, just like he loved her. She just wasn't raised that way.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[but still. just... Namine has always been there.]

If you want me to choose, I would choose you. Just so you know it.

I feel guilty now. :<

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[...D-did he really have to say that? It took her a long time to get over everything. To try to move on. She's just not sure anymore.

Bites her lip and glances away a bit.]

...Roxas..I...