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Going Sane

[There's something rather wrong with Even, he's looking rather washed out and... cheerful. As cheerful for him has hardly been a good thing in the past, suspicions maybe raised.
But in truth there's been a bit of a weight off his shoulders, the literal weight of the collar and chain is still there, but his heart is gone. If such a thing didn't remove his capacity to feel joy he'd be over the moon.
He really just thought he'd celebrate with that bucket of candy, that bucket of chicken wings and a box set of Firefly with the largest tv he could find. All he had to do was make his way back to that room.]

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[not too much, and is facing you so he doesn't have to worry about what shows on the screen]

I thought all parents loved their kids.

[not too much left to go anyway]
There's those who don't expect or intend on being parents, children sired under unpleasant circumstances, mental illness- all sorts of reasons that someone either didn't want a child and ended up with one anyway or wanted a child but had problems enough that they couldn't cope with caring for and loving them.

[he's not sure how much he likes this television thing with all the stuff he just saw; he likely won't touch anything to do with it after this]

I see... It still doesn't seem right.

[could have always been a grindhouse film.]
It's not for the most part.

[if that's what it sounds like, he'd be scarred forever. brb curling into a ball.]

I hope my parents still want me.

[pretty much what it sound like (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grindhouse) ... /hug]

[it's been so long since he's had a hug from someone, so hopefully you don't mind if he hugs you back tightly]

[He certainly doesn't mind but also lacks the emotions to really appreciate it either. Following what he remembers he'd do he'll probably stay like this until you've had enough or he can't stay still anymore.]

[and if he's so worn out from the marathon and all the emotions it made him feel that he falls asleep on you?]

[In that case, he's got another two episodes on this disc he can watch with the volume turned way down and plenty of food to nibble on. After that? Well, if you're still asleep he may get a bit bored and see how much subtle feeling up he can get away with.]

[you can probably get away with more than you think, considering he's used to sharing a room with and sneaking into his best friend's bed and vice versa on his own world.]

[He'll try to enjoy this while it lasts in any case. Particularly since you're about the same age 'his' Ienzo was back home.]

[shifts a bit in his sleep, slowly uncurling from the ball he was in]

[For the most part he's been focusing on the buttocks and thighs, but with you uncurling he tries kissing you on the check first to see if you react before trying for the lips.~~mmm, smoker breath~~]

[he doesn't do much more than wrinkle his nose a bit, half-mumbling something about how boys don't kiss in church]

sure they do
[and down to the jaw, nervously set to quickly make it seem like he wasn't doing anything if you show signs of stirring since he hasn't a real excuse for that hand rubbing and squeezing your backside.]

[hearing that makes him frown a bit, but it eases up when you don't keep trying to kiss him, only tucking his chin down when he feels you at his neck]

...tickles..

[content just to nuzzle and lick at your neck for now since he's already 'taken matters into his own hands,' as it were.]

[he's starting to squirm a little from all the attention, one hand flopping up to bat your face away, but there's little strength to it]

[if the squirming wasn't warning him, the attempt to bat him away definitely was. Not that this warns him from (stupidly)trying to steal one more kiss on the lips before he leaves you alone though.]

[he's never shared more than a chaste kiss with his Sora when they were five, so he's not likely to react much to that. when you stop he'll just roll over onto his back, one hand up by his head and the other down by his side, and fall into a deeper sleep]

[He'll take the chance to finish up his little masturbatory session, then go change the disc, get a drink and things. Since having gotten what he wanted for now (not as satisfying as he'd thought it would be for some reason) he figures he may as well finish doing what he came here for since he's got around eight or nine more hours of episodes to go. Petting your hair out of habit while he watches.]

[with you doing that, he's likely going to sleep through the night like this, and slowly encroach on your pillow space to get closer to you for warmth, snoring softly]

[Eh, he can live with that, it's familiar and pleasant even if he can't appreciate it as much right now. So he'll probably be still there when you wake up.]

[when he does start to wake up, he'll be reaching to hug you around the waist, and sleepily ask when you got so big, Sora]

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