http://selfishprick.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] selfishprick.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] kingdomdressing2009-10-27 08:37 pm
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will you pause and break my heart?

[there's a familiar looking Axel sprawled out on a random bed. he's passed out, the smell of vodka on his breath. he's in nothing but a blanket, a sight that's not that uncommon... what's visible of his body is covered in scars. the one that stands out the most is the one around his left shoulder, which gives him away completely to those who knew him before.

the only problem is, he's not going to remember you. he's going to be a bit hungover and pissed to the nines when he wakes up. he doesn't remember a thing except getting really drunk the night before with his Roxas, and doing some E and... well, not much else.

feel free to harass at will, you know the drill.]

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
Saïx bit it off a few months ago. It didn't seem to bother you then.

[her tone almost accusatory, tail stiff and ears still back]

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
This isn't funny, Axel. Cut it out.

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
No one's fault but your own, "lover."

[she's hoping that'll remind him, because she's not so sure he's faking it anymore]

so of course "Hikari" starts playing. silly media player.

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
[just busies herself with Akane, searching in the bag o' baby stuff on the stroller for a teething ring or something and pretending she didn't just hear the kid say "dada." Not like it means anything, right? Akane calls her that sometimes too.

This shouldn't upset her, and the fact that it does ticks her off.]

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-10-28 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't remember anything?

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-10-29 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
You've been here before.

[does he still have the "XII" scar she gave him?]

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-10-29 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
["hmph"s and turns away]

I'm not her.

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-10-29 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
In fact, I'm no one you care about. I'll just leave you to your hangover.

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-10-29 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
You're seeing things. I'm fine.

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-11-02 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
Then if I was upset, which I'm not, the reason should be obvious, assuming you're not retarded. And sometimes I wonder about that.

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-11-02 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
[sighs. those silly ears droop.]

Yeah. I know.

[identity profile] lightning-larx.livejournal.com 2009-11-02 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
[glares at him, ignoring the little stab of something (sadness? jealousy?) through the void where her heart should be]

Definitely not.