Slipping through my fingers

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[It's been a long while since this Namine's been in the music room. But here she is. Sitting at the piano and just, playing. She' s not singing or anything. Just. Playing.

She probably wouldn't even notice if anyone walked into the room unless they decided to speak to her.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfCQ0Yg_65M&feature=channel_page]

Comments

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[...lets go of her, looking away. accidentally revealing a few of his new scars idk?]

Just had to say. Suddenly listening to since U been gone y Kelly Clarkson. ^^;

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[Notices the new scars!]

...Roxas?

XD o-oh dear.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

What?

[confused!]

The Dressing room needs to throw that song at her somehow one of these days. XD

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[This is her worried serious face. Recognize it?]

Where did you get those scars?

like, she's being followed by somewhat relevant music all day? XD

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[yes. that face always makes him feel so guilty.]

...what scars?

[yes, playing stupid will work.]

That would be hilarious and sad. XD Hey, maybe the muses from Hercules are following her around? XD

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[...And that's her determined dont lie to me face.]

Roxas...

[No it wont. B|]

yes :D

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

...you wouldn't hit me.

[f-feels like such a freak for what happened, but okay. he'll tell her the truth this time.]

There's someone with a Muse account here I think. XD

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[Blinks.]

What?

XD

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

...have you noticed how I always gets hurt whenever we've fought? Whenever I'm upset?

I'm gonna need to go soon. :<

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[...Seems she thinking back to all those times...Why so many times? :<

...Nods, frowning a bit.]

ok D:

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

That's because something in me breaks. I thought I just lost all sense of self preservation, but in fact I might actively seek injury.

Sorry. :<

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[Her worried face is back.]

What?

it's okay ^^; see ya!

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[recoils a little.]

So I told Saix to hurt me so I wouldn't go looking for someone who wouldn't care if I died or not.

^^ Talk to you later!

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[...She doesn't look very happy does she?]

bye~

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[...smiles?]

That's why I kept the scars, too. So I wouldn't feel the need to punish myself again.

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[Still doesn't look happy about this. :<]

...

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[sadface.]

It's okay. I'm okay.

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

Just...Don't do it again. Please.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

Don't... get myself hurt again?

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

...Don't ever let it happen on purpose. Please.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

...I didn't "let" it happen, I made it happen, so I wouldn't get badly hurt.

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

Well then dont make it happen either!

[...Wow. She just raised her voice at him! And her cat side isn't in control!]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

But it will happen anyway. It's better someone I trust do it.

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[Frowns.]

...Why does it have to happen though?

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[shrugs.]

Because I'm just that crazy.