Slipping through my fingers

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[It's been a long while since this Namine's been in the music room. But here she is. Sitting at the piano and just, playing. She' s not singing or anything. Just. Playing.

She probably wouldn't even notice if anyone walked into the room unless they decided to speak to her.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfCQ0Yg_65M&feature=channel_page]

Comments

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[sure, but she keeps denying that it does, so what is he supposed to do?]

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[She's not denying that she's hurt. She's just not blaming him for it. :<]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[but she should!]

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[Do you really think she would?]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[no. but she should.]

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[But of course, she wont. :<]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[D:]

Hm. I've missed you. Or did I already tell you that?

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[...She puts the fork down.]

...I've missed you too.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[bites his lip.]

This sucks.

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[...Nods a bit.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[...reaches out to take her hand.]

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[H-hesitates, but does eventually take his hand.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[smiles. you have no idea how much that meant to him.]

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[She just doesn't want to hurt him. :<

...Tries to smile back? But, it's weak.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[...sighs and lets go.]

Sorry.

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[Blinks and feels bad now. :<]

...M-me too...

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

No! Stop saying that! Stop it!

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[Flinches at that.]

...

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[bites his lip.]

This is not your fault. This was never your fault, not even partly. It just happened.

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[...Glances away.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

Sorry.

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[...M-might be crying a bit now. :<]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I didn't mean to shout! I'm so sorry.

[saphire-wave.livejournal.com]

[S-shakes her head.]

T-that's not it...I just...I just hate this! I hate not knowing what to do anymore! And I hate feeling this way all the time...

[...Hasn't snapped properly, so she's not going to say anymore on the subject.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

You hate me.