kingdomdressing | The truth is out there and it hurts

How to keep you safe.

[Oh shi-- She really needs to stop talking now. Cause she's getting pretty close to telling him what happened.]

...keep me... Namine. That's not your responsibility! And it's nothing either of us can really do, anyway.

If I'd done what he said then he would have left you alone!

[That comes out rather rushed. Then, when she realizes what she said, she quickly stands up to attempt to leave the room cause oh no she just told him and he's gonna be upset now please dont be upset.]

[...he just stares.

what.
did.
you.
say.

he grabs her by the wrist to keep her from leaving before he finds out what she meant what he did why.]

He did hurt you! Namine, he did! He did and you told me he didn't and you tried to keep him from me by... why?

[Looks close to crying now, and is actually trying to snatch her wrist away from him so she can leave.]

You've been through enough. I didn't want him to hurt you so...

[Pleasedontsayit.Pleasedontsayit.Pleasedontsayit.]

I said I'd do what he wanted if he left you alone.

[...Dammit.]

[...lets go of her, but only because he can't muster the strength to hold on. he looks very distant, all of the sudden.]

Oh.

[And it's that look, and that reaction, that keep her from leaving. Instead she just stares at the ground, completely horrified that she told him that.]

I-I'm sorry.

[Yeah. She's crying now.]

[he's too shocked to be coherent now.]

But why, when I know I can--... and you're all, and... just as long as you're okay... k-kill him...

[She looks up at him, confused, and still crying.]

W-what?

I can take it, Namine! Just as long as you're okay and I have friends I can take anything!

[..he didn't mean to raise his voice he really didn't oh god he's so sorry]

[She shrinks back.]

I...Uh...

[She doesn't know what to say to that.]

[he recoils and starts to cry.]

You shouldn't have to...

R-Roxas. He. He didn't d-do it. Rikku s-stopped him, so , he didn't get a ch-chance!

[Please dont cry.]

T-that's when, he went for you instead...

[Starts crying again. She feels so bad.]

H-he was going to. He was going to and then you'd be upset and scared and maybe even kill youself because that's what Riku almost did and then you'd never come b-back.

B-but...He didn't. So, p-please. D-dont be upset.

[She hates this. Why did she say that? How could she say that??? She never wanted him to know.]

How can I not be upset?! T-that guy is trying to take everything away from me...

[She just looks down at the ground.]

...I'm sorry.

[he curls up in the chair, not answering.]

[And now she doesn't know what to do. All she knows is that Roxas is upset and it's all her fault.]

[it's not her fault and it never was her fault and--

he s-sighs.]

Nothing to do about it now... right?

[S-shrugs.]

D-dunno.

Unless we built a time machine. And somehow I doubt that's a good idea.

[s-smiles. see? it's a joke!]

[Well she actually chuckles a bit at that! So, he cheered her up a little bit!]

[that's good. he relaxes a little, but is still upset. very, very upset. but he's getting better at hiding it. or would be, if he hadn't been affected by the truth gas.

well, as long as she doesn't ask about it.]

[She wont. She doesn't even want to think about this ever again. Sure, she knows that that's just running away, but at the moment, she doesn't care. Too much bad stuff has happened for her to handle very well.]

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Gotta go to sleep soon. Coffee can only keep me awake for so long. XD

XD yeah. sleep well!

Will do! Talk to you later!

see you~

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*Is late*

*was early*

*Was playing Kingdom Hearts II again and lost track of the time. ^^; *

*has been looking through all 358/2 Days cutscenes on youtube*

Cool!....Great. Now I wanna make a new character. XD I really need to stop that. ^^;

XD

^^;

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Is late

was early

Was playing Kingdom Hearts II again and lost track of the time. ^^;

has been looking through all 358/2 Days cutscenes on youtube