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[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[So Kurt spent the duration of that last spell very happily exploring his new abilities, playing around, having a hell of a time...

...and he's spent the past few days trying to find out if there's a Heartless equivalent to getting drunk. So far? No luck. Ugh. For the moment, he's slumped in a chair in one of the lounges, not really wanting to go either back to the desert or anywhere else...]

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[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Hey Kurt, what's up?

[Says Aericka who is in a rather good mood today.]

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He almost jumps on hearing her. Almost.]

...Ngh. Nothing.

[His tone of voice really isn't saying it's 'nothing', though.]

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

[Raises an eyebrow.]

...Something wrong?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He's obviously struggling with himself - whether to just tell her to go away or not...]

They were wrong.

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Uhhhhhh-huh...And who are they?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He shakes his head. Obviously he's not getting words out well at the moment.]

Not they. Me. The whole place... did you get caught in what happened this time?

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

You mean the spell? Nah, but I saw what it did. Yikes. A lot of weird stuff happened, huh?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He nods, taking what's ultimately a rather unneccessary breath.]

I wasn't myself...

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Oh, so you got hit by it? Are you okay?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

...I am now. [He says.] It's just ... hard to stop thinking about it.

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Hmm. Well, what about it is bothering you?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He shakes his head, trying to get words together.]

Ngh. The way everything could be so different... that it could change me inside like it did! Being something else... I could have handled. It was - being someone else, but not knowing.

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

[Frowns a little.]

...Yeah, that does sound kinda bad. You gonna be okay?

[sneakattackfire.livejournal.com]

[Hey look, that Invisible is back, floating on over to Kurt.]

Something's not well?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He looks up for a moment - damn glad that none of his kind caught sight of him during that time, as far as he can tell.]

...Things weren't. They're - still not quite.

[sneakattackfire.livejournal.com]

Something that can be told?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He takes a moment to gather words.]

...Rgh. An incident. A spell. I shouldn't have been so foolish...!

[sneakattackfire.livejournal.com]

Something done wrong? Or just berating for the not-seeing?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

The latter, mostly. I should have stopped it - should have stopped myself.

[sneakattackfire.livejournal.com]

No one can see all. Not even we.

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

...But we should.

[His tones are half bitter, half determined.]

[sneakattackfire.livejournal.com]

If you have an answer, tell us.

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He takes a breath, lets it out.] I wish I did.

[sneakattackfire.livejournal.com]

Was it that bad?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

I was what I am not, and I hardly knew it. Just to think about it...!