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[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[So Kurt spent the duration of that last spell very happily exploring his new abilities, playing around, having a hell of a time...

...and he's spent the past few days trying to find out if there's a Heartless equivalent to getting drunk. So far? No luck. Ugh. For the moment, he's slumped in a chair in one of the lounges, not really wanting to go either back to the desert or anywhere else...]

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[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Hey Kurt, what's up?

[Says Aericka who is in a rather good mood today.]

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He almost jumps on hearing her. Almost.]

...Ngh. Nothing.

[His tone of voice really isn't saying it's 'nothing', though.]

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

[Raises an eyebrow.]

...Something wrong?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He's obviously struggling with himself - whether to just tell her to go away or not...]

They were wrong.

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Uhhhhhh-huh...And who are they?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He shakes his head. Obviously he's not getting words out well at the moment.]

Not they. Me. The whole place... did you get caught in what happened this time?

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

You mean the spell? Nah, but I saw what it did. Yikes. A lot of weird stuff happened, huh?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He nods, taking what's ultimately a rather unneccessary breath.]

I wasn't myself...

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Oh, so you got hit by it? Are you okay?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

...I am now. [He says.] It's just ... hard to stop thinking about it.

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Hmm. Well, what about it is bothering you?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He shakes his head, trying to get words together.]

Ngh. The way everything could be so different... that it could change me inside like it did! Being something else... I could have handled. It was - being someone else, but not knowing.

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

[Frowns a little.]

...Yeah, that does sound kinda bad. You gonna be okay?

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

I think so. ... I hope so. [He gives another long sigh.]

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

[Still seems a little worried.]

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[He's kind of torn between wanting to rant and wanting to seem all calm and okay in front of her, really... he tries to smile, but his heart's not in it (so to speak).]

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

[He can rant if he needs to. She wont mind all that much. Everyone needs to rant once in a while.]

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[His pride's just really biting him at the moment... even in front of a friend. He does, however, add-]

All of these... I thought I was better than that! I thought I had more control! And one little spell leaves me like it did? I have to be stronger.

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Hey, the spell affected a lot of people. Don't blame yourself for not being able to stop it.

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

I know! But ... urgh, it doesn't help.

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Well, it's over now. So you shouldn't keep worrying about it.

[Gives a hopefully comforting smile.]

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[His next attempt at one's a bit better.]

I suppose.

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

[Well that's good. Her smile widens a little.]

[agrabah-weapon.livejournal.com]

[That works for him! He's going to try and change topics, not think about it for a little...]

And how have you been?

[blade-angel.livejournal.com]

Good. I've made a few new friends here. One of them helped me find my sword in the weapons room.

[Turns to show the sword on her back. Big, but not too big, and double edged. Mostly just uses it if her opponent is using a weapon. Otherwise she just uses her fists.]