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[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[Tifa's in one of the kitchens, humming happily to herself as she makes a sandwich. She decided that she's going to have a normal day today, no surprises...Too bad the dressing room likes giving people surprises...]

[ooc: Feel free to bug her, freak her out, surprise her or just talk to her.]

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Lol, I was so tired I didn't even spell, computer, right!!

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[She turns around to face the bench again, looking at him makes her too angry. She takes a deep breath to try and calm down.]

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

...

[He wasn't sure what else to say. So he didn't try. He just went silent, looking off at seemingly nothing. He was in deep thought once again. ]

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[After a moment of deep breathing, she glances at him over her shoulder, looking considerably less angry. She looks confused though.]
How can you not remember any of it?

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

My memory has been destroyed by Jenova... I can barely remember anything in my life..

[Zack.. That was the only positive thing he could remember in his life... The rest? Hojo, reading, loneliness, training... constant training... And then, blank. ]

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[Then she cant really get angry at him anymore can she? Darn it...Her eyes widen and she turns to face him again, wondering what to say to that.]
...Maybe that's for the best. You're getting a second chance. Lucky you.
[She turns back to the bench to finish making her lunch.]
Trust me, some things are better off forgotten.

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

I don't deserve a second chance... But she will not let me die. My punishment is to live forever...and see the people who's lives i have destroyed. I will never know peace.

[...angsty, isn't he? But it's true. He couldn't die. And every time he ran into someone else he had hurt, it hurt him...a lot. ]

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[She looks back at him. Gah, why is she starting to feel sorry for him???]
...Maybe you need to forgive yourself before you can find peace?
[Walks over to a cupboard to look for a plate for the sandwich.]

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

I do not deserve peace.

[All though he didn't truly recall the evil he had done, he heard enough from others to realize how terrible it was. ]

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[She sighs, taking a plate from the cupboard back over to the bench.]
Do you regret what you did?
[Looks at him again.]

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

Every day of my life... I regret my existence.

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[She watches him curiously.]
You cant change the past. You just have to keep going. If you want to find peace, I think you should try to forgive yourself.
[Walks over to get a cup out of a cupboard now.]

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

[Maybe he didn't want to forgive himself. That would make him feel even more guilty. Zack was the only one he seemed to open up to... or make him smile. But right now, he just felt...terrible. ]

...

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[Glances at him again before taking a second cup out of the cupboard.]
Thirsty?

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

...

[He was tempted to say he doesn't deserve it... But, he probably doesn't drink enough, let alone eat. ]

Please.

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[She nods and sets the two glasses on the bench before walking over to the fridge.]
Anything in particular you want?

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

Anything is fine...

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[She nods and takes a jug of cold water out of the fridge, walking back over to the bench and pouring the drinks. She holds his glass out to him.]
Here.

I must sleeeeeeps D: Continue? :3

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

... Thank you.

[Perhaps..it would help if he knew your name. But he was too ashamed to ask by this point. ]

Lol, sure. Talk to you later. Also, Manners Tifa! You has them!!!

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

You're welcome.
[She puts the water jug back in the fridge before taking her sandwich and drink over to the table. She pauses, a thought occurring to her. She glances at him again.]
Do you even know my name?

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

...

[He tried so hard to recall, but the only name that kept coming up was Aeris. And that was a shotgun topic he was sure. :| ]

I'm...Sorry, I don't.

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[She sighs.]
My name's Tifa.
[She sits down at the table and takes a sip of her drink.]

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

Tifa..

[That seemed so familiar, and yet, Sephiroth still couldn't seem to make the connection. ]

...I have hurt you too.

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[Her hand starts to go up to the scar on her chest, hidden by her shirt. But she stops herself and puts her hand back on the table.]
...Yes, you have.
[Is finding it a little difficult not to start blaming him for everything he did.]

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry.

[Even if you did blame him, he wouldn't get upset. He can't get upset. That emotion was sucked out of him as well. All he felt was regret... ]

I'm...so sorry. [To the point that all Sephiroth seemed to say these days were 'sorry'. ]

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

Don't worry about it. That was a long time ago.
[Decides to start on the sandwich now.]

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

[He can't not worry about it... He will always worry and dread what he did. ]

...

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[She swallows the mouthful of sandwich before sighing.]
Seriously, forget about it. It's in the past, and I'd like it to stay there.
[Takes another sip of her drink.]

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

[Sephiroth made a small 'hmm' sound before also taking a sip. ]

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[She nods and looks at him for a moment. She's still unsure whether she can trust him or not.]

[sephirnoth.livejournal.com]

[Well, he is use to not being trusted. So go on and be unsure. He seems to be focusing on his water. ]

[7heavenguardian.livejournal.com]

[Fine, she will continue to be unsure then. She takes another mouthful of water.]