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[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

[some distance from the main area there's the sound of an explosion, followed by something shattering, and then a Vexen falls through a door. he looks older than most Vexens, especially given the grey streaking his hair. he's got a somewhat torn lab coat on, and that shield Vexens are known for is on the floor next to him.



...he's just going to lie here for a bit and wait for the dizziness to leave.]


(ooc: SIGH. Info in profile.)

Comments

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I suppose... but it feels like that.

[aging crisis already, Roxas?]

A lot of things must have happened in fifteen years, though...

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

Plenty, yes, though I am not sure it would be wise to share what exactly.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

Hm. Maybe not... I'd rather not know.

[because simply thinking about it makes him feel dread.]

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

Smart of you.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

What's the meaning of knowing what terrible things will happen if you can't change them? And if you can change them, there's no reason knowing, because it might not happen.

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

Wise words for someone so young. It is refreshing to hear.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[smiles proudly.]

Maybe I just think too much.

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

Do not overdo it, then.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I'm trying to find some sort of balance between thinking to the point of insanity and not thinking at all.

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

I would suggest looking into meditation techniques if you have not already, to help yourself calm down if you find you are thinking too much.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I've actually picked up some books from the library about relaxation. I haven't found the time to check them out yet, but I will.

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

Good. It is never good to overthink things.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I've realized that, yes.

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

[nods shortly.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

Especially since I don't think my brain was made for thinking...

[sits down with his back against the wall.]

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

Perhaps that shall change in time.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I hope so. I'd rather like being able to ponder something without falling to pieces.

[wait...]

You're not... revealing anything, are you? You can't tell me what will happen!

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

No, I am not revealing anything, do not worry yourself.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

Good. I really don't want to know if I'm happy or gone or killing people or whatever.

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

Then I shall not say a word pertaining to your future.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[nods and sighs. but oh, the temptation.]

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

[well temptation won't get him talking.]

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

[good. no revealing now. :|]

But I really do hope I don't go insane...

[glacial-science.livejournal.com]

Do not think on such matters.

[roxasreplica.livejournal.com]

I know. If I think about it too much, it will happen. But still... it's hard not to.