What inspires in us this madness

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[With a little help, he'd managed to find his way back to his own room. Which was surprisingly, but thankfully, empty. Roxas was both pleased and concerned; truth be told he didn't want to run into Axel in this state, but he also didn't know if Axel was okay. After all, if he was in Saïx's body, that meant Saïx was in his body. Who knows what happened when they woke up in the same room together... The lack of blood stains was promising though.]

[Roxas was just laying on his bed, head cradled in his arms. That voice had stopped for now. He couldn't fall asleep though, that just seemed to make it worse. He just wanted all the damn noise to stop...]

((OOC: Mostly for foralostcause and lunalunasai, but anyone is welcome to bug him. There's a high possibility that you'll get attacked though.]

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[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

... Brat, you in there?

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[He could tell something was coming towards the room. It made him shift uncomfortably. Roxas lifted his head a little when something slumped against the wall near the door; he blinked when he heard his own voice.]

... Saïx?

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Correct.

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

Guess you are stuck in my body, then...

[He pushed himself up so that he was sitting. He didn't intend to move any closer though - that feeling of two parts of a whole calling to each other didn't bode well.]

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

With your h-heart.

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[That makes him blink. He's never heard Saïx stutter before. How bad did he beat up his poor body?]

Is it giving you trouble?

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Undeniably. Hope you've been doing b-better than I have.

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[Eh? Why are his bones shifting around?]

I don't know about that...

[If Roxas knew how to switch their bodies back, he really would. He's not a fan of being Saïx.]

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

You h-haven't killed anyone, have you?

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[Oh great.]

No, I didn't kill anyone... "Romeo" really pressed his luck though.

How many people did you kill?

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

None--!

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[That noise makes Roxas jump a little. That... doesn't sound good. He was rather surprised that Saïx hadn't killed anyone in his body.]

I didn't even put a single scratch on him Saïx, he's fine. Are you okay...?

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

S-Sorry... I t-t-tried my best to keep it away from y-your heart, but...

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[Pfft, way to be Saïx. People are now going to be terrified of Roxas. He's actually getting kind of worried about Saïx - but he doesn't know if going near him would help.]

What do you mean?

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

Th-This demon w-wants to tear apart your heart, R-Roxas.



... I-I c-can become a true d-d-demon that way.

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[Roxas would probably trip over him trying to find him, which he knows wouldn't be helpful, so he's going to stay put for now.]

Tear apart my heart...?

[He doesn't like the sound of that. Nor does he like the idea of Saïx becoming a true demon - because that would mean he would become worse than he already was. And who knows what that would do to his own body...]

Is there some way to make it stop? I need that heart, and you don't need to become any more of a demon than you already are...

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

I-I don't want t-to become one...



... But I-I don't kn-know what to do!

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[Hearing Saïx actually sound scared, followed by those sobs... It was surreal. He couldn't help but feel bad for him. Roxas slid off the bed, crawling a little closer to the other side of the wall where Saïx was sitting.]

... You're not going to become a demon. That's not who you are. Remember when you were nice to me for a while...? That's who I'd like to believe you are....

[He doesn't know if that will make him feel any better, but... He can't come up with any kind of solution...]

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[So much for that. What little he did feel bad for the other just turned into irritation, shifting to lean back against the foot of the bed.]

Should have guessed you'd find that funny.

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

And j-just h-hard to b-believe--

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

I only said it to make you feel better anyways.

[At least it seemed to have worked a little. Saïx sounded like he was in less pain.]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[wandering Axel is wandering. pauses and stares. r'uh r'oh]

Damn...

[lunalunasai.livejournal.com]

A-As I thou--

[destati-13.livejournal.com]

[Roxas blinks when he hears someone else coming, eyes fixing on the sound. He couldn't tell who it was until the other spoke, and even then, he couldn't really tell which Axel it was. Either way, he didn't think that Axel showing up as a good thing. Roxas pushed himself to his feet.]

Axel?

... Saïx?