i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[look, a familiar sight. Axel with his strawberry vodka. he's on a couch in the common room, wearing a tank top and tight jeans. his forearms are covered in bloody bandages, one unraveling just a bit. seems someone got into a fight~]

Fucking hate this place.

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[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[of course he doesn't get it. what kind of life would he have if he left? he'd go back to being the same alcoholic drug-popping clubber he'd been]

Guess not.

and in the morning I find even more flaws in my writing XD

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[sighs, leaning on the arm of the couch and staring off into space.

She doesn't have a life to go back to, but that doesn't bother her. She was looking forward to bigger and better things outside.

But then again, who says she could get to them with Marluxia? He'd want all the power for himself.]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[reaches out tentatively, a hand brushing her arm]

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[grabs his hand, lacing her fingers in between his and just holding it. She still doesn't look his way.]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[squeezes her hand, but doesn't say anything]

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[lets the silence go on for a few moments longer before speaking]

See, this is why I'm having trouble deciding.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

Because of me...?

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

[she figures the "why" should be obvious.]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

That's kind of sweet.

D: lunch and class time. I won't be back for a few hours.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[laughs softly]

Didn't think I had it in me, did you?

okay bb. have a good day!

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

Wasn't going to get my hopes up.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

Heh.

[falls into a thoughtful silence again for a minute.]

It's not even really about him.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

Then what is it about?

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

Getting outside. He's just the one with the plan.

[Of course, now that she knows the gist of what Marluxia's up to...]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

If that's all it is...

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

... he told me what he's going to try, once he thought I'd cut ties with you.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

... how exactly did I come up in the conversation?

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[shrug]

He asked. I lied so he'd talk to me.

[this having been right after the argument between them and Saïx it was easy to make it convincing.]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

I see.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

I could probably do the same thing he's planning without him, really.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

Could you?

I really should have thought of having her ask sooner.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

But would you come with me if I did?

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

Not like I have a life here to miss.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[scootches over toward him]

Then it would work fine.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

I suppose so.