i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

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[look, a familiar sight. Axel with his strawberry vodka. he's on a couch in the common room, wearing a tank top and tight jeans. his forearms are covered in bloody bandages, one unraveling just a bit. seems someone got into a fight~]

Fucking hate this place.

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[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[reaches out tentatively, a hand brushing her arm]

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[grabs his hand, lacing her fingers in between his and just holding it. She still doesn't look his way.]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[squeezes her hand, but doesn't say anything]

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[lets the silence go on for a few moments longer before speaking]

See, this is why I'm having trouble deciding.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

Because of me...?

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

[she figures the "why" should be obvious.]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

That's kind of sweet.

D: lunch and class time. I won't be back for a few hours.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[laughs softly]

Didn't think I had it in me, did you?

okay bb. have a good day!

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

Wasn't going to get my hopes up.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

Heh.

[falls into a thoughtful silence again for a minute.]

It's not even really about him.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

Then what is it about?

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

Getting outside. He's just the one with the plan.

[Of course, now that she knows the gist of what Marluxia's up to...]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

If that's all it is...

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

... he told me what he's going to try, once he thought I'd cut ties with you.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

... how exactly did I come up in the conversation?

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[shrug]

He asked. I lied so he'd talk to me.

[this having been right after the argument between them and Saïx it was easy to make it convincing.]

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

I see.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

I could probably do the same thing he's planning without him, really.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

Could you?

I really should have thought of having her ask sooner.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

But would you come with me if I did?

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

Not like I have a life here to miss.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

[scootches over toward him]

Then it would work fine.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

I suppose so.

[lightning-larx.livejournal.com]

Totally feeling the enthusiasm here, lovely.

[selfishprick.livejournal.com]

[gives her a smile]

My apologies, 'Xene. Just a little sloshed.