Is that a beached whale?

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

[No, no actually, that is a Sora lying on the beach in the sand, and she might lose it if you were to actually call her a whale.]

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[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*smiles happily*

And you could give me a kiss~

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*his face goes pink again*

Will that really be okay?

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*leans forward to hug you, his belly pressing against you again*

Of course. My younger self will just have to be jealous of himself~

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*omgbelly! ♥*

... I dunno if I want him to be jealous. I don't like making Sora upset. He makes that disappointed face that makes me feel like I'm scum.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*aw, you really are so sweet, and he kisses your cheek -- have a boobsquish on top of that bellypress*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*he likes the kiss and boobsquish and bellypress and it's like whoo physical sensation overload*

... you're so nice.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

Mmm, am I?

*presses even closer, just enjoying the contact*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*well he can hug you back, cuddling a bit*

Uh huh. You don't care that I'm stupid and don't know stuff.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*likes the cuddles and strokes his fingers up and down your spine*

You aren't stupid. Why would you know anything about pregnant women? I don't even know that much about them. You'll learn soon enough~

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*nuzzles a little bit*

I mean about other stuff, too. I'm really dumb, and Sora sometimes gets upset because I am. But I'm trying to learn everything as fast as I can so he'll be happier.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*rubs your back*

Mmm. Well, I don't think that's it. I think you're too hard on yourself. Couples naturally have rough spots in their relationships. A lot of the ones you and Sora have aren't because you're dumb, but just because you both think very differently. I can promise you that he's trying to be perfect for you, too.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*blinks*

Sora doesn't have to try and be perfect! He already is.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*smiles*

And so are you. But neither of you think you are. And that's okay. That's what makes you both keep growing and getting better. I can promise you that Sora loves you for exactly who you are, and wouldn't want you to be any different.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*frowns a little bit*

Maybe you're thinking of the me you know? I'm not perfect at all. I still make so many mistakes. I'm not Real yet. Am I Real in the future? I should be, right?

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*smiles, because he knows the truth is that you've been Real all along*

I want you to wait and find out.

You make mistakes because you're Real. Because you're human.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*sulks*

You could tell me when I become Real, really Real. Sometimes I feel like I'm almost there, and sometimes I feel like I'm still very far away. I want to be able to tell my precious people that I l-- that I care about them.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

You... won't be able to tell them for a while, still. But... you will be able to. You still have a little growing up to do. But you've been Real, all along.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*full out frowning now*

You don't have to tell me lies. I'm not Real right now. I won't be Real until I can say that to them. That's how I'll know for sure that my Heart is right.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

I'm not lying to you! But you can believe what you want, Ri.

*huffy*

But if you call me a liar, I'll withhold belly rubbings from you.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

But I like rubbing your belly! The baby is in there!

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*well, he knows that it's going to take you living your life and experiencing heartbreak to believe him, so he goes easy on you*

Well, my belly likes being rubbed, too! When I'm home, Aerith massages it for me.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*scooooooowl*

Why would Aerith be rubbing your belly?! Only me and Riku should do that!

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*griiins*

Well, you both do too, but she's an obstetrician, a midwife. She's trained to work with pregnant women.

But... I do like it better when you and Riku do it.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

She's a baby doctor?

*he thinks about that and decides that maybe it's okay FOR MEDICAL REASONS ONLY*

We do it alot, right? We better.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*nods*

Yep! She's been taking care of me since I found out. I... was afraid of going to a local doctor, because I'd have to provide health information for a history as a female that uh. I don't have.

But yes, I get wonderful massages from you and Riku. I miss them already.