Is that a beached whale?

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

[No, no actually, that is a Sora lying on the beach in the sand, and she might lose it if you were to actually call her a whale.]

Comments

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*likes the cuddles and strokes his fingers up and down your spine*

You aren't stupid. Why would you know anything about pregnant women? I don't even know that much about them. You'll learn soon enough~

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*nuzzles a little bit*

I mean about other stuff, too. I'm really dumb, and Sora sometimes gets upset because I am. But I'm trying to learn everything as fast as I can so he'll be happier.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*rubs your back*

Mmm. Well, I don't think that's it. I think you're too hard on yourself. Couples naturally have rough spots in their relationships. A lot of the ones you and Sora have aren't because you're dumb, but just because you both think very differently. I can promise you that he's trying to be perfect for you, too.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*blinks*

Sora doesn't have to try and be perfect! He already is.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*smiles*

And so are you. But neither of you think you are. And that's okay. That's what makes you both keep growing and getting better. I can promise you that Sora loves you for exactly who you are, and wouldn't want you to be any different.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*frowns a little bit*

Maybe you're thinking of the me you know? I'm not perfect at all. I still make so many mistakes. I'm not Real yet. Am I Real in the future? I should be, right?

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*smiles, because he knows the truth is that you've been Real all along*

I want you to wait and find out.

You make mistakes because you're Real. Because you're human.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*sulks*

You could tell me when I become Real, really Real. Sometimes I feel like I'm almost there, and sometimes I feel like I'm still very far away. I want to be able to tell my precious people that I l-- that I care about them.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

You... won't be able to tell them for a while, still. But... you will be able to. You still have a little growing up to do. But you've been Real, all along.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*full out frowning now*

You don't have to tell me lies. I'm not Real right now. I won't be Real until I can say that to them. That's how I'll know for sure that my Heart is right.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

I'm not lying to you! But you can believe what you want, Ri.

*huffy*

But if you call me a liar, I'll withhold belly rubbings from you.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

But I like rubbing your belly! The baby is in there!

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*well, he knows that it's going to take you living your life and experiencing heartbreak to believe him, so he goes easy on you*

Well, my belly likes being rubbed, too! When I'm home, Aerith massages it for me.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*scooooooowl*

Why would Aerith be rubbing your belly?! Only me and Riku should do that!

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*griiins*

Well, you both do too, but she's an obstetrician, a midwife. She's trained to work with pregnant women.

But... I do like it better when you and Riku do it.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

She's a baby doctor?

*he thinks about that and decides that maybe it's okay FOR MEDICAL REASONS ONLY*

We do it alot, right? We better.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*nods*

Yep! She's been taking care of me since I found out. I... was afraid of going to a local doctor, because I'd have to provide health information for a history as a female that uh. I don't have.

But yes, I get wonderful massages from you and Riku. I miss them already.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*and once again he only latched onto part of what you said*

I can give you a massage if you want it!

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

Really?!

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

Sure. Let's go back to the room. You can even meet Poco, too.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*nods and well, it takes him a second to stand, but he follows you*

What's Poco? Like... a poco stick?

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*laughs, taking your hand as he starts walking*

That's what I thought Sora was naming him for, too. Poco is a chocobo chick. I gave him to Sora.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*is pleased when you take his hand, which is smaller and smoother*

WOW! How'd he get so lucky?! I want one too! That's so sweet of you >w

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

I promised Sora that I would get him a chocobo, so I did.

*puffs up with pride and oops here's the door; he opens it and immediately looks down, since Poco likes to get under his feet*

Poco! Poco stop pecking me!

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*wibbles and picks Poco up, sitting on the bed and cuddling him and he's cheeping at his belly omg ♥*

Oh, Poco, say hi to Rikka~

Ri, he's so cute! I love the greens.