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Fuck!

[well, if anyone was near the kitchen in the right corridor they could probably hear glass plates breaking. That's all thanks to Sora, a little emotional wreck that was fuming at the moment.
Sometimes he just has to clean to calm down, he never enjoyed being angry so he went to take care of some dishes. But of course, he's sidetracked by too many thoughts and cursing under his breath as he started picking up the shattered glass that was scattered all over the tile floor.
Rubbing at his watery eyes for a moment before continuing]

I deserve this, this is probably j-just karma....

[why yes, he is talking to himself. Everybody does, right?

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Wanna talk about it?

[He's getting up to pour them some milk, glancing back at the redhead every now and then as he retrieved the drinks.]

Pfff. If you don't mind hearing it, I guess. It's kind of... really complicated.

[stares down at what's left of his cake.]

[Totally offering some of his 'slice'.]

I don't mind, I'm interested.

[Smiles.]

[shakes his head with a wry grin.]

Fine but if you're confused afterwards, you can't say I didn't warn you.

[stretches briefly.]

Okay so... before I came to this place I was in something a little like it; a big, sentient room that pulled people from all sorts of times and worlds and universes. But unlike here, there was only a few Soras, Roxas...es, Rikus, and Axels. The main characters of this whole problem are a Sora, a Riku, an Axel, and myself.

Sora and Riku were partners in an organization. Riku... well. He really loved Sora. Like, tons. But then Sora got pulled into the room and was there for a long time before Riku got pulled in, and their relationship changed. But Riku still really loved Sora. I got pulled in next, and a while after that was the Axel.

So eventually we've got Riku being gloomy over loving Sora, and Axel being gloomy over loving the Roxas from his world. I'm trying to cheer Axel up, and getting to know Riku a little better too. Eventually Riku and Axel started having... I have no clue, it was stress-relief sex or something.

[pauses and picks at his cake a bit, popping little pieces into his mouth.]

[he nodded occasionally, listening to every word and running all of the details in his head to figure everything out.]

I see.
It's happened to a lot of people though, lust takes over and they just want someone to understand what they're going through.
I'm sure they see it was a mistake to do that, but yeah...I get it.
They didn't want to be so lonely and sad, even if it was just for a night of doing that.

[chuckles softly.]

There's a lot more to it. So far, I'm not even a part of the story.

R-Right.

[Staring down at his demolished cake now. Fidgeting slightly from embarrassing himself.]

G-Go on.

[grins a little and starts again.]

I think it happened more than once, and it had originally happened because- well, I'm going to go off track a bit here. The room we were in, as I said, is sentient. One of its favourite hobbies is making its inhabitants play embarrassing party games. Like sex dice. Anyways, there was a lot of anger between Riku and Axel for a reason I never did figure out, and during one game they ended up having sex. It formed a... weird relationship between them.

Meanwhile, I'd made friends with Axel- or thought I had until he used me as a human shield against a fire breathing devil. I nearly broke his nose, Riku tried to get Axel to apologize, and more sex dice ensued. A while later, the room decided to drop a few lustbees in when me and Riku were alone. Lustbees are what we called these red bees that the room made. When they stung you, you got almost painfully aroused. So... you can imagine what happened. And then the room decided to drop Axel in, right in the middle of it.

[k-kind of red, but it's really nice to get this all out.]

Afterwards we decided to... help each other. If one of us was feeling down, the other two would try to help them back up. It was... closer than friendship, but not quite lovers. And...

[gets quiet, staring down.]

I guess it was only a matter of time before I fell for either. Of course, I had to fall for both. Then Riku disappeared and a few days after that I arrived here. And Riku was here too. Only... he'd been here a while, and in this world he'd actually managed to get together with his Sora. I was happy for him, y'know? 'Cause he was finally with the person he really, really loved. But it's kind of hard getting over it. Wh-what's worse, is that my- the- Axel from the room is here too, but he doesn't remember that place. So he doesn't remember me.

[rubs at his eye, glancing off to the side.]

S-so I'm stuck trying to get over them. Like I said, really complicated.

[His eyebrows knit together in concern, shaking his head.]

I'm...I'm so sorry.

[Well? What else could he say at the moment. He was just trying to take it all in. But he had a basic understanding of what happened...It was horrible.]

It must be very hard...

[So what does he do to try and lighten the mood? There's a frosted covered finger headed Kai's way, drawing a smiley face on the other's cheek with the substance.]

Yet you can still smile and bare such a burden, you're like a superhero.

[bites his lip to keep from laughing because that tickles a surprising amount. but he's smiling, if a little wearily.]

I'm nothing like that. I can smile because I really care for Riku, and he's happy. So it makes me happy. And I've only really seen Axel once... but I've got friends here, and it's no fair to them if I spend all my time moping around over this.

Well that's good.

[he's smiling right back, licking the frosting that was left off of his finger. Nodding his head before he continued to assault his cake.]

You're a true friend to them.

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Time for some woooooooooords.

...holy sh*t o-o words.

It's not actually finished. He said it was complicated. :|

Daaaaaamn. xD

Moooore words. God why is this so complicated.

D': that's so sad though...

They're all together in the other RP. :D

:o Oh. Cool~