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[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

Fuck!

[well, if anyone was near the kitchen in the right corridor they could probably hear glass plates breaking. That's all thanks to Sora, a little emotional wreck that was fuming at the moment.
Sometimes he just has to clean to calm down, he never enjoyed being angry so he went to take care of some dishes. But of course, he's sidetracked by too many thoughts and cursing under his breath as he started picking up the shattered glass that was scattered all over the tile floor.
Rubbing at his watery eyes for a moment before continuing]

I deserve this, this is probably j-just karma....

[why yes, he is talking to himself. Everybody does, right?

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[seasides]

[does hear that glass breaking and rushes to the kitchen worriedly. he may not know this Sora, but still...]

Are you okay?

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[that was a stupid question and yeah, he's never seen the likes of you either. So blue eyes were looking up to the redhead, laughing weakly.]

O-Oh yeah, just peachy.

[shaky fingers were picking up a few more shards before he walked over to the trash can to throw them away.]

Just having a bad day, telling someone I hate them and hope to never see there face again when I don't mean it.
W-Watching them crumble in front of my eyes.
Y-Yeah, I'm having a g-great day.

[gulps, wiping his eyes again before he got back to the broken plates on the floor.]

[seasides]

[goes over to help quietly.]

Why'd you tell them that if you didn't mean it?

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

T-Thanks...

[he was tired, emotional, and sore. Not really having any energy to lie again, he was sick of it.]

I didn't want h-him to be difficult.
Someone else really needed his help and he was wasting his time with m-me.

[seasides]

Needed his help?

[making quick work of the remaining glass.]

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

Yeah.
They needed protection...and Riku had it since he's a God and everything.
So I just...

[great, now he was going to cry again. Talk about degrading, his battered hands rubbed furiously at his eyes to stop the waterworks before taking the last pieces of glass from the redhead. Muttering a 'thank you' before he dumped it in the trash.]

[desireschild.livejournal.com]

[pokes his head in at the breaking of dishes, but hears what he says] You ok?

[seasides]

Ah... but it came out a little worse than you intended?

[watches him with a worried frown.]

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[did he look okay to you? The brunet looked up from the dishes, staring wide-eyed at the silver haired teen. Thinking, just for a moment that it was Godku. But of course, the Riku was a little younger so he shook his head. Going back to the shattered glass on the floor.]

N-Not really, to be honest...

[desireschild.livejournal.com]

[is Kagami, technically, but does look exactly like his dad]

What's wrong?

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[s-stiffens. Nodding his head that lowered to let his bangs cover a part of his face.]

I-I didn't know it would be so h-hard and...

[s-shit..His voice was cracking again.]

[seasides]

[oh. crap. reaches out hesitantly, the worry on his face growing.]

Hey, it'll be okay. Did you try explaining why you said what you did?

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[t-that's not creepy at all, but a lot of people look a like in this madhouse...]

A lot of things...

[ocean eyes are looked on you, feeling like crap all over again thanks to Kagami's appearance.]

J-Just hurt somebody I really c-care for.

[desireschild.livejournal.com]

What happened?

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[flinches, not used to very much skin contact unless it was harmful. He shook his head, jerking back.]

No, it's not!
You expect me to go up to him, while he looks at me with these...these--

[pauses, staring wide-eyed at the floor before looking up again.]

--These dead eyes that make me feel like a murderer and just say, hey I didn't mean any of it. Sorry?

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[shriiinks, tossing more broken plates in the trash.]

I don't want to talk about it...

[he wiped his eyes, already crying again from looking at the other. T-Too much alike.]

W-Why do you care?

[that was meant to be a yell, but it came out as a mere whisper.]

[seasides]

[withdraws his hand.]

It will be okay, you just have to believe that it will! If you care about him at all, you'll talk to him and sort this out, nevermind the looks you get from him. Obviously you're not just going to say that; say what you mean, what you feel. Things like this can be fixed, but not if you don't try.

[desireschild.livejournal.com]

[shrug] I dunno. Just thought I might able to help or something.

Though I don't think I did so well with my dad, and he's acting pretty much the same way right now...

:o your icons amaze me. I love your idea of a Guy Kairi xD

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[oh, this is why he didn't really talk about problems...People just didn't understand.]

Y-Yeah, it'll be okay if he stays away from me.
I'm not going to talk to him, I won't walk by him, or even look at him.
It's better if he doesn't get anywhere near me!

[this guy just didn't know everything that was going on. he wasn't worth it!]

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

[s-stiffens.]

Y-Your dad?

[wait a second...who?]

W-Who's your father?

[desireschild.livejournal.com]

One of the many Rikus in this place.

I'm so glad my friend offered to mess with the hair colour. She's making me more after Otakon~

[seasides]

Why?

[he's going to push until he's told to leave; it hurts him to see a Sora upset.]

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

A-Ah.

[sighs, if could be anyone. But...he was still a little worried about the possibilities.]

Why is he so upset at the moment?

Awesome~

[atenderbruise.livejournal.com]

Because!
Someone was probably going to be killed if Riku was protecting me.
I'm fine, no ones really hurt me here.

[that was a lie, he'd already gotten in two fights here...But still! It wasn't life-threatening.]

I did what I had to do!
Riku would have probably said no if I said he should leave me alone to help someone else s-so I had to make him hate me so he could go on without me!

[he wasn't holding back anymore, he was yelling and crying now. Not caring anymore, if this guy had seen the look on Riku's face...]

[desireschild.livejournal.com]

Well... from what I can tell? Basically he got pushed away by someone he cares about, which isn't that many people. And he isn't at all used to be rejected. Or yelled at. I think he got yelled at. I'm yelled at all the time so I don't get the big deal, but with him it's probably different. He even think he's losing his powers 'n stuff now.