http://outside-light.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] outside-light.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] kingdomdressing2008-03-10 10:04 pm
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Now where am I?

[identity profile] xdarkillusionx.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Based on observation, it appears that this world is a sort of 'crossroads', drawing many from their own realities. What's more, there are several versions of nearly everyone here, some similar, others vastly different. Someone could simply be from another point in time, or even an entirely different world where things such as heartless and Nobodies do not exist. Interestingly enough, dark corridors are useless here; while they may be used for travel within this world, one cannot escape through them. Essentially, we are all 'stuck' until further notice.

[identity profile] emptiedcup.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
Ah. This would explain the lack of tension of the Organization in the presence of several keybearers.

Additionally, where is shelter and food, if we are indefinitely stuck here?

[identity profile] xdarkillusionx.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
Indeed. Additionally, I should note that some of the duplicates of Organization members may not be Nobodies. Some, like myself, have regained their hearts, while others come from more 'mundane' worlds where, again, such things do not exist.

This place seems to be a decent enough shelter, and supposedly there is food. I believe that one of the Roxae has acquired ice cream, thus it would be reasonable enough to assume that there is more food elsewhere.

[identity profile] emptiedcup.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
Regained your heart? Elaborate.

[identity profile] xdarkillusionx.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
Essentially? In the world I've come to consider a 'home' of sorts, death is temporary, and logic itself doesn't exist. Nearly a year ago, there was a wave of consecutive deaths, all spawned as a sort of "experiment" after one man returned from the dead. During this time, it was discovered that a Nobody whose heartless has been eliminated can regain its heart through death. Granted, I'm far from suicidal, but you could say that I became a test subject for this theory, and eventually I regained my heart, albeit with mildly suppressed memories. It took me roughly a month for me to recall even being Zexion.

[ooc: Reason for getting his heart was based on something Nomura said in an interview, yup.]

[identity profile] emptiedcup.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Unpleasant, but ultimately reaching the Organization's goal. I'll remember it.

...How does it feel, to have a heart again?

[identity profile] xdarkillusionx.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
I can assure you that it feels considerably different than being a Nobody, for obvious reasons. Rather than having to rely on mere memories of emotions, I can feel. Granted, such feelings as frustration do come to pass every now and then, but nothing is perfect. Frankly, I'm content being whole.

[identity profile] emptiedcup.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
You can change and become anew, instead of feeding entirely off of the past, essentially.

I'll remember that as well.

[identity profile] xdarkillusionx.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, by becoming whole I've been able to live without worrying about my past mistakes. Granted, I acknowledge said mistakes, but they're no longer of any real significance. Still... now that I'm capable of having a morality, I almost find my previous actions questionable.

[identity profile] emptiedcup.livejournal.com 2008-03-11 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
One cannot have that wholeness without that conscience, small or large. We strived for the whole heart, and not just fragments of it after all, didn't we?