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Now where am I?

Essentially? In the world I've come to consider a 'home' of sorts, death is temporary, and logic itself doesn't exist. Nearly a year ago, there was a wave of consecutive deaths, all spawned as a sort of "experiment" after one man returned from the dead. During this time, it was discovered that a Nobody whose heartless has been eliminated can regain its heart through death. Granted, I'm far from suicidal, but you could say that I became a test subject for this theory, and eventually I regained my heart, albeit with mildly suppressed memories. It took me roughly a month for me to recall even being Zexion.

[ooc: Reason for getting his heart was based on something Nomura said in an interview, yup.]

Unpleasant, but ultimately reaching the Organization's goal. I'll remember it.

...How does it feel, to have a heart again?

I can assure you that it feels considerably different than being a Nobody, for obvious reasons. Rather than having to rely on mere memories of emotions, I can feel. Granted, such feelings as frustration do come to pass every now and then, but nothing is perfect. Frankly, I'm content being whole.

You can change and become anew, instead of feeding entirely off of the past, essentially.

I'll remember that as well.

Yes, by becoming whole I've been able to live without worrying about my past mistakes. Granted, I acknowledge said mistakes, but they're no longer of any real significance. Still... now that I'm capable of having a morality, I almost find my previous actions questionable.

One cannot have that wholeness without that conscience, small or large. We strived for the whole heart, and not just fragments of it after all, didn't we?

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