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[connatus.livejournal.com]

[sitting around, drawing in a notebook. if you're around, chances are he's probably drawing you, but most of the pages are filled with Roxases.]

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[connatus.livejournal.com]

[he kisses back briefly and then pulls back, cheeks dusted pink. he quickly adds the chain into his drawing and then turns it around for Axel to see.]

There..

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

[studies the drawing, a smile curling his lips]

Oh Sora... This is beautiful.

[connatus.livejournal.com]

[he smiles sheepishly, absently tapping the eraser end of his pencil against his cheek.]

T-thanks..

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

We should put it up in our room.

[yeah, he just said "our" room]

[connatus.livejournal.com]

[nods quietly, not seeming to notice the 'our'.]

Okay.

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

[leans over, kissing him again before getting up, holding out a hand]

[connatus.livejournal.com]

[hops out of his chair, clutching his notebook to his chest with one hand, and reaches out with his other to slip it into Axel's, squeezing gently.]

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

[smiles at him, heading down the hall]

[connatus.livejournal.com]

[smiles back, following along quietly.]

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

[opens his door, leading Sora in before closing it behind them]

Will you stay?

helloooo wrong icon

[connatus.livejournal.com]

[he moves to set his notebook down, carefully pulling the page out.]

Mmhm.

[but this is Sora, so he might not get what you're talking about completely.]

teehee~ <3

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

[takes the drawing carefully, digging some tape out of his desk and putting it up near the bed]

Perfect.

[turns to look over his shoulder]

I meant... will you live with me?

[connatus.livejournal.com]

[grins a little, nodding in agreement. he'd like to think he captured the good side of Axel pretty well in his drawing with the way he looks so relaxed, a faint smile pulling at the corners of his mouth. it's the way he likes to see the redhead, laid-back and comfortable and... happy.]

Yeah..

[he moves to put the tape away so Axel doesn't have to, but freezes after only moving a step. he blinks once, twice, three times, and then glances at Axel, not sure if he heard him right.]

W-what..

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

I want you to live here... with me.

[it's soft-spoken. he's scared the brunette will say no; it's a rejection he just can't handle]

[connatus.livejournal.com]

H-here..?

[he isn't sure whether he's excited or scared at the idea. excited, because he does care for Axel, even admires him a little, and it's no secret that the boy enjoys the redhead's attention a little more than he probably should. living with Axel could be a good thing... but at the same time, it's also a little frightening. living with Axel would give him more chances to lash out, more reasons for him t blame Sora for something the brunet probably can't even help, but...]

O-okay...

[he smiles.]

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

[he exhales sharply, not even realizing he'd been holding his breath]

Really?

[moves over to him, taking him into his arms. something about seeing all those Roxae had really done something to him]

I-I wanna change.

[connatus.livejournal.com]

[leans into him a little but doesn't put his arms around him. he looks up after Axel finishes and swallows.]

Change..?

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

I don't want to hurt you anymore...

I already lost Roxas... I don't want to lose you too.

[connatus.livejournal.com]

[and up his arms come, quick and tight as they wrap around Axel's middle. he buries his face in chest, eyes closed tight.]

...

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

[rubs his back, bending his head down to bury his face in those familiar brown spikes]

I'm so sorry, Sora...

[connatus.livejournal.com]

[grabs fistfuls of the back of Axel's shirt, holding on tight. he's quiet for a few moments until he inhales sharply, and it's clear then that he's crying. he doesn't say anything, just shakes his head against Axel.]

[maledicentis.livejournal.com]

[holds him all the tighter, starting to cry himself. Sora's tears soaking through his shirt make him feel like a total ass, on top of all the abuse he's dealt him]

[connatus.livejournal.com]

[aside from the occasional, sharp intake of air, he doesn't make any noise, trembling as he's cries. he's so angry with himself for crying, especially over something positive. Axel wanted to change, and that was good, so good, but it still reminded him of what kind of person Axel could be and how much he wished it wasn't his fault. he sniffs quietly, loosening his fingers a little and looking up Axel-- only to see him crying. set off again, he cries out, letting go of the redhead's shirt so he can reach up to cup Axel's face, one hand hooking behind his neck so he can pull him down and 'cradle' him against his chest.]

N-no! Please... I-I'm sorry, I j-just-- I'm h-happy...Please d-don't...