if I die before I wake

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

[is about as dead as can be, lying in a pool of his own blood from a gunshot wound to the head, making a mess all over the floor. His dragon is curled up on his stomach, pawing at him and keening quietly]

[ooc; Basically this happened. Warning cuz it's 18+ for creepy porn and er, gore. If anyone has the power/wants to & can bring him back, go ahead. Until then he'll just be dead and bleedy until the room summons him back.]  

Comments

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

If...?

[runs a gentle finger over the little dragon's head]

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

Why can't Riku fix Momma?

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

[bites his lip, unable to hide the tears in his eyes]

My magic isn't strong enough... I-I can't bring him back...

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

...But why? Axel wants Momma back!

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

I know... Axel, I'm sorry. I-I'm not strong enough.

[there's those tears, running down his face]

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

No, no no no, no crying! Momma cried n'died. No crying.

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

[his breath hitches as he wipes at the tears]

I tried Axel, I really did...

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

[chirps sadly, wings flapping gently]

No crying.

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

[swallows his tears, fighting the urge to just let them fall at the dragon's request]

S-sorry...

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

[sighs quietly]

Momma....Momma happy now, right?

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

If he really wanted to die... then yeah, I suppose he is happy.

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

...Axel misses Momma.

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

I miss him too, little one...

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

Why Riku not bring back Momma? Riku has magics.

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

My magic isn't strong enough.

[frowns]

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

..What good is magics then?

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

I can heal people from the brink of death... I've never tried to bring someone back from the other side.

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

No good.

[sighs]

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

I-I know...

[never before has he felt so damn guilty]

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

...You try. Better than Axel. Axel only breathe fire.

[sad dragon is sad]

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

You stayed with him.. that's just as important.

[strokes along the dragon's back]

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

Axel stay with Momma! Axel promise....Axel still look for Momma's eyes....

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

You're a good dragon, Axel...

[holds out a hand to the creature, fingers shaking]

[iwasarealboy.livejournal.com]

Not good 'nough...Momma still get hurt lots and cry a-and.

[waves a paw at the body]

[reflecktion.livejournal.com]

You mustn't blame yourself for this. This is not your fault, Axel.