When you've got nothing inside

[tumultofdarkness]

[Achilies has been hiding for a while, pretty much ever since new year actually, but he's out today. If only because he feels like he owes someone a serious apology.]

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[silents]

[Irom Imprisoner says we can freshen those if you want.

D:

"Did it hit you that badly?"]

[tumultofdarkness]

[He says NO WAY B|

Blinks. Oh right.]

Well, I got a couple of beatings yesterday. It wasn't just the Imprisoner. But I'm fine, don't worry about it.

[silents]

[Winces.

"Oh... right. She said she was 'going to kick your ass once she gets her hands on you'.


:x]

[tumultofdarkness]

[Points to his nose.]

Broke it with one punch. Then told me that I was the worst person she knows. I have to wonder if the sadists are included in that.

[Sounds so casual. It's possible that it's not the first time Liana's broken his nose :|]

[silents]

["... and you're okay with her hating you?"]

[tumultofdarkness]

...Honestly, I'd prefer that she hate me rather than pity me.


Although, I wish that you didn't have to be the reason why.

[STILL BLAMING HIMSELF HI.]

[silents]

["But, don't you like her? Doesn't it hurt that she hates you right now? All I can do is tell her that you apologized and she won't be mad anymore!"]

[tumultofdarkness]

So, what? She forgives me, and then feels sorry for me because of how I feel about her. I worked so hard to keep her from finding out because I knew that she'd just pity me. That's all that would happen. I don't want that.

[silents]

["I guess...


... did you... really like her that much?"]

[tumultofdarkness]

[This conversation is over B|]

...

[silents]

[:C

she was just curious. She knows about Li's feelings on the matter. She just wanted to explain HIS feelings to Li so she won't pity him.

T-taps his arm. WHAT AN ACHIEVEMENT]

[tumultofdarkness]

[..Glances at her, working hard to keep any annoyance off his face so that he doesn't hurt her feelings.

...?]

[silents]

["... but you are happy for her, right?"

:C Unrequited love sucks man. But she hopes there's no ill feelings involved.]

[tumultofdarkness]

...Yeah. That's why I never said anything. I didn't want them feeling bad for me to make things awkward for them.

..Just because I can't be happy doesn't mean they shouldn't be.

[silents]

[Smiles.

"That's okay then."

She can explain things to Li on her own.]

[tumultofdarkness]

[Don't you dare :|

...Sighs.]

Why are we talking about this?

[silents]

["Talking about what's bothering your heart is the first step in controlling it. If you keep trying to use bbrute strenght alone, it'll end up being disastrous."

Remember Terra? Yeeeeeeeeeeah.]

[tumultofdarkness]

[...Did she just give him a lesson in Darkness control O_O]

[silents]

[C: ? Possibly, yes. She's an expert on it.]

[tumultofdarkness]

[...Man. Maybe he should be asking her to help train him ._.]

[silents]

["Don't keep it in, okay? If you fester your negative emotons too long, you'll end up worse than the last time I saw you."]

[tumultofdarkness]

[He flinches at that.]

...Yeah. You're right..

sob work time. niiight

[silents]

["... maybe it's better to get closure as soon as you can. I know Li's not the type who bears a grudge, or who'd pity people like that."]

Awww niiiiight

[tumultofdarkness]

..What? Talk to her about it?

[NOWAY]

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxymjnr5xw1qcq2vho1_500.gif noel where are you looking

[silents]

["Why not?"]