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[this guy's had a tough day but he's definately not letting it show like the Roxas has. sitting calmly at the table, he has some pizza in front of a chair. he's up, putting bandages around new burns. someone was so lost in his thoughts he couldn't remember to use an oven mitt.]

Someone should write 'love fucks up your life' in big letters around this room.

[ooc; Axels and Roxai beware.]

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He said he needs a few days to think...

[shifts his weight on his feet, looking like the world's scrawniest kicked puppy]

He'll pick you.

[so he turns back to the sink, filling his glass with water.]

How can you be so sure?

I'm just like that.

[he's eating his pizza now, slowly.]

I'm so sorry, Riku...

[buries his face in his hands]

It's not your fault. It was selfish of me to think I could have you when I knew you already had a Roxas around.

[his voice is emotionless as he stares at his pizza before taking another bite.]

I was just as selfish, thinking I could have you both.

[walks over, sitting across from him, bloodshot eyes watching him eat]

[he doesn't speak again, just eating with his eyes on his food.]

I'm such an idiot.

... can you forgive me?

You're not the idiot, I shouldn't have told you.

[so he gets up, starting to put his plate in the sink.]

I'll go. I promised I wouldn't bother you guys.

[touches his shoulder, fingers so light it's almost like he didn't touch him at all]

You're not a bother.

... Idon'twanttobealone.

[he flinches away, knowing here's there.]

Find someone else. If he sees you around me, he'd get the wrong idea. It doesn't matter. I don't matter. Bye, Axel.

[he's quick to get out of the kitchen.]

You do matter!

[frustrated look, his fist hitting the counter top as he turns away himself, heading straight for the liquor cabinet]

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