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kingdomdressing2008-06-11 11:21 am
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we want it all.
[sprawled out on one of the couches is an exhausted looking Axel. dark slashes of purple sit pretty under slitted emerald eyes, accompanied by giant cat-like yawns every now and then as he tosses and turns, trying to get comfortable. for once, his hair is up in a high ponytail, damp red spikes jutting more haphazardly than usual down his bare back. if one bothered to pay attention, they'd notice the scratches and even a few bites here and there -- his chest is guaranteed to sport at least a half-dozen more]
Sunshine, I've got [yawn] a proposition for you.
[proceeds to stretch out completely, back arching like a feline before he flops back down on his tummy]
How the hell does anyone sleep in this place?
Sunshine, I've got [yawn] a proposition for you.
[proceeds to stretch out completely, back arching like a feline before he flops back down on his tummy]
How the hell does anyone sleep in this place?

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--no, Roxas is right. He and I don't even know each other, so what's the point of that? I--
[he turns to look at him, but his eyes go back down to the floor.]
... I'm sorry for doing this to you. It wasn't right of me to just think that I could automatically be like this. Just because I'm a charity case doesn't mean I have any right. But it's not his fault, it's mine. I'll--
[takes a small step back.]
--I'll leave you guys alone. I hope he tries to commit with you, you have your head screwed on right.
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I was fine about you fucking everything that walked, because that's all that it was. And don't you even DARE say I have your heart! You don't HAVE one.
And I'm sorry he's abused, but it's not up to us.
You can do whatever the fuck you want, Axel- because I'm done.
[looks to Riku now, wrinkling his nose]
No. No.
[gestures to Axel]
You can have him. I quit. I fucking quit. But good luck with him, he's a real selfish prick, despite the fact he's a good lay.
[and he brushes past Riku and leaves]
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Listen! You're the first person he thinks about, I can tell!
If you guys are really that close and you've gotten near enough to want a relationship with him and he's close enough to want to commit to you, you should stay with him and persevere, because you don't know who'll come along after.
It... it could be someone that's a complete bastard and that maybe only wants you, but he's obsessed to the point that he'd lock you up in a tower or something. Maybe he's not the best, but...
At least he's got a heart.
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First; don't touch me.
Second; you don't even know the fucked up shit we've been through so don't you even dare try and lecture me about this. I've wanted a relationship with Axel the first time we fucked. But no.
I persevered for a VERY long time.
And I'm ready for the next person- someone who, if ready for a relationship, will want it with me and ONLY me.
The only heart he has is in his dick.
[NOW leaves]
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... Riku. I-I'm sorry. Don't give up on me, okay? Let me talk to him...
[he looks at Riku sadly before he heads for the door, wondering when he became the kind of guy who actually chased after someone]
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... no. I've already messed your life up enough, I'm not going to wait around to mess it up even more. I-I'm sorry, Axel.
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N-no... not you too. You haven't messed anything up. This is all my doing...
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What did you stop for, go after him!
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I will. Just... fuck, don't you dare leave me.
[runs off after Roxas, tears shining in his eyes]