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What .. ah?

I'm not on Death Row?

... I'm not on Death Row!

{ooc; 'sup, newbie here~ make way for a bat-shit killer.}

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... why you?

[confused. she's not .. she can't be the one he--]

... something bad must have happened, Roxas. Something very bad. And if I was there, I either didn't help or I made things worse, somehow ... and I'm sorry.

[even if she's not - it's in her nature to care, no matter what happened.]

[this is crazy, he doesn't even know what to do, it's not like anyone's ever apologized for what they'd done unless the friendly knife was pressing against their throat.]

...

[is silent for a moment after that, then sighs]

Whatever you did to get on death row.. I'm sure what we did, whatever put you on there in the first place, wasn't any better. We all must have made mistakes.. because you shouldn't have ended up there. And no one should have gotten hurt, for any reason.

I know there isn't very much I can do now, but .. if there's ever anything.. please, tell me.

... [just listens, then after a moment of stale silence, he finally answers.]

I've got it covered.

.. the offer's always there.

[pause, then]

What happened, Roxas?

You really don't want to know. The Kairi I knew was an intolerant and pigheaded young girl.

If I didn't want to know .. I wouldn't have asked. Just like you're not like the Roxas I know .. I'm not- or at least, I hope I'm not like the Kairi you know.

When Riku was fighting with Sora, you broke up with Sora and chose Riku's side, but I could see in your face you knew it was wrong. You just wanted his body and I know that was why. Your other self was not an admirable girl.

So I killed you.

.. [lifts a hand to her mouth, looking genuinely upset by this] .. I can't believe I'd do something like that. Why...? I couldn't .. do that to Sora. I could never.

I'm so sorry, Roxas. But more than anything, I wish I could say those words to Sora. I can't imagine how he must have felt..

[he's so used to a Kairi that conforms to everything for her friends, a Kairi that believes not in love, but lust, and a Kairi that hurt his Sora. not in a truthful young role-model, so this is odd and new, he's having a hard time believing her.]

... mmn.

[it alarms her - it really does, that such a Kairi could exist. She takes a step towards Roxas, almost unable to help herself.]

Please .. if I could make this right somehow, or undo what the other me did, I would, in an instant. But as it is.. if there's any way I can make it up to you or prove I'm being sincere, I'll do it.

If you ever date him ... or even if you are, don't let him down, and if you have to, do it softly.

That's all I want from you.

I won't, Roxas. I promise. We're not .. dating, but I.. [actually gets a faint blush across her cheeks, and she lets that speak for itself]

.. I won't let you down.

... [finally smiles. it's little, it's broken, but it's progress.]

Good.

.. [actually smiles in return]

There are some good people out there, still. For the people they know, they'll make things .. okay.

Maybe being far away from where I used to be will help me fix myself. I mean there are .. there's lots of Soras here. I'm sure I can ... try to start off new with another one. Maybe.

.. [nod] A new start .. yeah. Sora is the kind of person who would forgive you, definitely. As long as you proved you'd changed, I think. And I think .. that you could.

I hope that I can.

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