Looking from the outside

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

[Someone caught the virus as well, and she's walking around, long given up on covering her mouth. The song was too painful for her heart to take and she needed to let it out.]


I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

[ooc; There may or may not be a certain someone she's directing this song too. In any case, it's dramatic. And the post below me is asking for it.]

Comments

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

[bows head as well]

He was a jerk to her, that's why.

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

Oh. About someone...



What...happened?

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

[shifts uncomfortably]

Her boyfriend was posturing to his basketball team and basically said that she wasn't important.

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

...that's why. Why would he say that? Didn't he he care for her?

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

Of course he did! He... he was being a retard.

Yeah, I'm just trying to make TroyDem squirm :p

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

...I don't think that's reason enough.

Meanie

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

[oh he's squirming alright]

C'mon, he was a stupid teenaged boy. Cut him some slack.

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

But...didn't he consider what her feelings were?

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

Of course he did! He didn't know they'd set him up so that she'd actually SEE him say that stuff!

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

...even if she wasn't there, he shouldn't have said those.

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

I know.

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

So...why?

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

I told you. Peer pressure.

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

What happened to her?

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

Lost, like everyone from that world, probably.

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

And the boy?

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

...

He's lost too.

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

They never got together again?

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

Nope.

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

That's really sad.

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

[raises an eyebrow]

She's channeling Gabriella. Lolz sorry.

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

Re: She's channeling Gabriella. Lolz sorry.

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

[oh look at that kicked puppy face. You would break his heart if he still had it]

What about us? What about everything we've been through?

[white-canvass.livejournal.com]

And what about trust?

[nocturnesbeat.livejournal.com]

[looks away, memories sort of taking him back to this moment, not exactly singing to Namine anymore]

You know I never wanted to hurt you...