sad and lonely riku, woooe. D8

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

Relationships are overrated.

Even if you don't fully invest something, like your heart, in it...It's never worth it in the long-run.


[long pause, sighing to himself, fingering the collar in his pocket.]

...How many people are in some right now? And with who?

 [ooc; backstory; him and his Roxas just had a little fight-thing, so he's feeling kind of lonely and off. ♥]

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[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

[raises hand.]

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

[wishes so bad it was his Roxas, but just nods]

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

You look like you've seen a ghost.

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

[lips curl at the edges, though it's barely there]

You just. Remind me of him.

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

Bad run-in?

[edges closer. oh, Roxas, he's just attracted to trouble ...]

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

[isn't the best at decision-making and the idea of "oh hey, not a good idea" so he just smiles a bit at the blond]

No. I don't regret it.

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

I'd figure not.

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

[just. watching him carefully]

Yeah.

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

[don't mind him, he's hovering off to the side, hands in his pockets and shifting his gaze back and forth. from his boyfriend, to Riku, it varies.]

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

Sorry.

[sighs abruptly.]

I know you're not him.

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

[speaks up before he can help it--]

Did he do something, or ...

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

[eyebrow raises]

What do you mean?

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

Something happened, obviously. I'm just asking.

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

[sighs]

Just. Another you...didn't think I was worth the trouble, I guess. Nothing more to it.

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

I'm sure he'll realize what he's missing out on sooner or later.

[ever the optimist.]

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

[shakes his head]

He. I'm not gonna hold out for something like that. It's not the past. [slow exhale] I just don't want him hurt.

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

Aren't you the one hurting?

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

...

[soft, sad laugh]

I think I'm the only one, yeah.

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

[... well, someone's at a loss.]

It gets better.

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

I know.

Doesn't stop it from hurting now, when I see all of you, and realize we lasted two life-times, and got fucked over here.

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

... have you looked for him?

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

I did a little.

If. If he doesn't want to be found though, I'm not gonna stalk him.

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

[can't help but be reminded of something-or-other.]

I don't think it'd hurt if you tried.

[bottomsforall.livejournal.com]

He might be working.


I know better than to look for him when he is.

[roxaschu.livejournal.com]

If you say so.

[it's not his business, so he won't push the issue, as much as he knows the feeling.]