http://lower-case-x.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] lower-case-x.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] kingdomdressing2011-02-03 07:42 pm
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[Recent events have left a lot of flotsam cluttering the Destiny Islands beach over here, and the wind's blowing the waves into spray.

And sitting on a barrel over here, we have Xeha, gazing thoughtfully out over the waters. What's happened lately has been playing pretty heavily on his mind... These things come and go. But it's all shaken his confidence a little.

So, for the moment, the kid's taking it easy.]
skybright: (what's in the cup)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-09 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[he could! she might not answer, but he definitely could bring it up!]
skybright: (what's in the cup)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-09 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah?

[she doesn't actually know that the yellow/gold/whatever is even still there. at least not that visible. :D]
skybright: (bawww)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-09 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[she looks surprised for a moment, then sort of ashamed, looking down at her feet.]

Sort of... but not on purpose. I guess when Xigbar first... broke my Keyblade, I was really angry, and sad, but I kept training. And whenever I got frustrated, I'd get even angrier than normal, and then one day the wooden sword I was training with broke and I was so angry and the next thing I knew there was smoke and darkness coming off the training dummy...
skybright: (this one time at keyblade camp)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-09 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[she winces and shakes her head.]

I thought it would have gone away by now. With all the fighting and then Xigbar showing up to... to taunt me, basically, I got kind of angry... and it hasn't gone away yet. I didn't actually do anything, I don't think. I used normal spells...
skybright: (dorkiest smile)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-09 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I'm okay.

[he gets a smile for that concern!]

I still haven't really... used it after that first time, but I guess I can sort of feel it coming up when I get angry. Maybe that's part of why it scares people? Because it shows up more when people are angry?
skybright: (this one time at keyblade camp)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-09 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't even really know how to use it... it just sort of shows up.
skybright: (this one time at keyblade camp)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-09 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. And, well... I'm not sure I'm strong enough to really... control it? Like that, I mean.

[after all, Riku wasn't even scared of the darkness, and look what happened to her when she tried to control it!]
skybright: (think think think)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-09 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I'll be okay if I'm not trying to actually use it.

[she is a little worried, but hey, that's why she's not going to try using it!]
skybright: (wait this is dorkier)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-09 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Right, thanks. I'll do that.
skybright: (dorkiest smile)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-09 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
It's alright. Thanks for talking about it with me. It helps.
skybright: (dorkiest smile)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-10 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[hee! she'll outright grin at him for a moment, then beam at the sky.]

It's nice to be able to talk about this.
skybright: (dorkiest smile)

[personal profile] skybright 2011-02-10 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, you're right.

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