just like me, they long to be..

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

[Terra here can be found in the Land of Departure room, seated all the way across at the very edge with his legs hanging off, quiet and thoughtful. He would be enjoying the sunset if it weren't for some nagging thoughts in the back of his mind, and if anyone would care to notice... his darkness feels particularly stronger today.

What a shame.]



(ooc: THERE BE VANFACE in that first thread there /o/ huzzah for collapsing comments! and if you are wondering wtf bout that thread, zoe and i have mean mean plans.)

Comments

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

[ Oh, this is going to be too easy. ]

But you still have feelings for her?

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

Her happiness is what matters. [He knows that's how he should feel, but his heart still aches.] I think.. I have always held her close to my heart. [Sighing, he runs his hand through his hair, rubbing his face.]

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

Very unselfish of you.

[ There's a bit of a laugh in her voice-- ]

Are you so sure that her happiness and yours can't be the same thing?

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

It doesn't seem to be the same thing since she turned me down. [Oh is that a jump in his darkness? Ouch.]

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

You should try being more persuasive with her.

[ yesssssssss ]

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

I don't think.. I could be more persuasive. [It was growing, hanging like a dark cloud over his head.]

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

What have you tried?

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

... [Mildly awkward, sheepish laugh.] I.. sang. And tried to kiss her. Honestly, I thought I was being too forward.

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

[ ...this will be interesting- ]

Then maybe she just can't appreciate you.

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

I don't quite know but if she isn't interested, I won't push her. [Sighs, he's leaning back on his hands now.]

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

I'm sure there are others who would be interested.

[ dismisses her helmet, but doesn't move yet. ]

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

You think so? [Come to think of it, he has no idea who he is talking to. After a moment, he's going to turn to look over his shoulder towards the female voice he has been chatting with.]

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

[ Sliiiides to sit next to him on the ledge :> ]

I'm sure of it.

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

[Watches quietly, but it did make him smile faintly.] I suppose I will find them one day, hm? [Optimism. His heart is still sore, but he was feeling a little better.]

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

[ Hand on his shoulder. ]

It could be sooner than you think.

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

[Curious blink from the hand on his shoulder, he tipped his head slightly.] Yeah? [Absently thinking, she looks roughly Ven's age. Cute, pretty even, but in a just beginning to mature kind of way. Maybe it's the contrast of eye and hair color.]

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

[ Good thing he finds her attractive, because she just kissed him. \o/ ]

1/2

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

[His cheeks flared sharply and he couldn't help looking a bit dumbfounded. Surprised doesn't even begin to cover the look on his face.] Wha--Why did you..? [It's not as though he's never been kissed, but his mouth tingled silently.] You barely know me!

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

You deserve better than her.

[ Strokes his cheek. 8) ]

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

[How does he even respond to that, he has no idea, though that touch has his cheeks staying that nice shade of red. No seriously, his mind is churning out blank responses other than a weak:] You.. still barely know me.

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

There are ways to fix that.

[ this had better have an amusing result, because acting nice is so weird. ]

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

[She could probably push for whatever result she wanted with how awkward Terra was. Clearing his throat and trying to ignore the blush on his face, he sat up a little straighter.] ... I guess I should.. ask what your name is.

[vanitits.livejournal.com]

[ excellent can I have some darkness with a side of angst and rage at your BFFs-- ]

Call me Van.

[ that way if he's heard of Vanitas at least he won't make the connection for a while. ]

[samuraipants.livejournal.com]

[Angst, yes. Probably no rage though.]

Van then, it's nice to meet you. [Slowly that flush was dying down, pulling a smile to his face.] I'm Terra.